People say that time is relevant...
How can we go by time when we move on our own...?
Everything consists of time from the moment we're born...
We are always moving forward but yet the system we're in is moving backwards...
Today is going to be tomorrow and yesterday is going to be today...
Does that really matter when all we have is darkness around us...?
Are we really afraid of the dark or are we just scared to be alone...?
Can you look up at the stars and gaze ever so gently and realize that the light is old...?
They say light travels fast but not fast enough to escape that dark abyss called a "black hole"...
Do we really know what happens when we are trapped for eternity...?
Does time really stop like they say it does...?
There is only one way to find out by going through my mind and taking this path...
Let the stars in my mind guide you so you don't stray from this path...
Stray from this path and you fall off this course called life...
The abyss calls your name from my soul so just take that leap...
Do you really love me like you say you do...?
Are you willing to give your heart for mine...?
I'm willing to do anything for you...
I see stars when I look in your eyes...
They guide my soul towards your soul and I'm rejuvenated...
It makes me feel younger again...
There are always this little things that bring me down but you're always there to catch me...
I love you for that...
Don't make me regret this feeling...
I chose you...
Please stay with me until the end of all this...

“Are you proud of me..”
“More than you would ever know.”
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It was all a dream about you.
Woke up crying
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“I’m here for you.”
“Thanks.”

This loneliness is just bitter.
To cold for my heart to bear.
The freezing point that I can barely stand.
Freeze my soul and just leave me be.
In time someone will warm it back up.

You move on, forget and forgive...
You forget the pain they caused...
You forgive them for everything...
You forgive yourself for hurting them...
You forget your own damage you caused...
You move on toward the future...
If they decide to follow you, then let them...
Hold their hand and be happy together...
Hold their soul dear...
You damage it again that’s it...
They stepped in your life again...
Don’t take it for granted...
It might be the last time you see them...
Just remember everything falls in place for a reason...
I just hope you choose the right path...
Follow what calls to you...
Look with your heart...
Listen with your mind...
Feel with your soul...
Time is all we have...

I'm finally free.
It feels good.
My heart no longer hurts when I think of you.
My mind is no longer at war with my words.
I've finally sailed to the eye of the storm.
I'm calm and collected.
I thought you would be happy.

I’m at that
Moment where
Death seems right
And living is suffering

What do you do when you lose someone...
You pick yourself up...
You dust off your knees when you fall...
You wipe the tears away...
You suppress the memories...
You forget their touch...
You forget their voice...
You forget the things they loved doing...
All that stuff I said doesn’t apply...
You’re going to miss them...
You wish you could forget...
You want to move on but can’t...
You cry every night...
You miss their touch...
You miss their voice...
You miss doing the things they loved...
When you miss it’s hard to forget...

Your mind is a warzone.
Your soul fights for you.
It sends the strongest thing to battle the mind.
Remember to focus.
For you are not weak.
You are strong.
You will come home (soul)dier.

This pain I feel is deep...
It's like the tallest mountain steep...
This coldness is taking my breath...
I'm shivering down to my soul...
This heavy feeling is called grief...
Is this what you felt long ago...
I miss the warmth you provided...
Is this what it feels like to be gone...
I'm nothing without you...

People stand over me and tell me to wake up...
I feel when they grab my hand...
It drains me to know that I can't grab theirs back...
I lay there and just dream endless dreams...
I hear their voices and its soothes me...
I hear their cries and it makes me sad...
I open my eyes for the first time...
"He-Hello" escapes my mouth...

I'm high off your love.
I'm high off your ecstasy.
You make my heart dance.
To the point of no return.
I've never felt this before.
It's like a thousand suns.
You got me shining.
Just like my elementary trophy.
I never wanna be sober.
When you produce my high.

Trapped in this box is what I am...
Surrounded by darkness...
Not even corners can hide their shadows...

The new year rings in my ear.
Its the start of something new.
Something so fresh that comes from you.
Spread positivity and love.
For the day starts and ends with you.
On this day we begin anew.

There are days that are fast.
There are days that are slow.
Today is one of those days.
Which ever you feel.
Please let someone know.

Always follow what your heart desires
It shouldn't matter what other people think
Your heart is all that matters to you
Put it through pain and suffering causes
Immense damage on yourself
Resulting in other ways of pain is useless
You can only cause pain to yourself if you
Let it happen
Push the negative aside and ride
With the flow the air has provided you with
The air will always guide you toward correction
Think of the air as "faith" or "destiny"
If it's meant to be it will happen
If not then the air will steer you correct
Follow your heart and not your thoughts

Wipe these tears away from my cheek.
The softness from your hands make me wither.
I know they have been on someone else.
But the touch of them is all I want right now.

Dreams are like coma...
Except you can actually wake up...
Dreams make you feel different...
You feel the emotions that condone you to do things...
You give into them because it's a dream...
An alternate reality where you live...
This dream state is connected wildly...

I feel the sand between my toes...
I feel the heat from the sun on my back...
I feel the sweat running down my face...
My feet ache from walking all day...
The night time cools my brain from thinking...
I sit and wait for a sign above...
The stars guide me during the night...
I see miles and miles of sand...
My mind is playing tricks on me...
I see mirages of my past life...
They cling onto me like lifeless corpses...
I only see pain and trouble...

I was given a pen to write my story.
But little did I know, I was the ink.

To think about you is like a tattoo.
You forget you have memories.
You forget you have tattoos.
Eventually the memories fade.
Just like tattoos.
It's up to you if you want to touch them up.
Bring color back to them.
Do you.

If you invited me would you tell your friends?
Would you tell them it was pretend?
Will I be one of those skeletons you hide in the closet?
Do they know you wanted this?
Do I play into your fantasy?
Do you and I sneak off into the night under the moon?
So we can look into each other’s eyes and fall in love again?
Or is that just the fantasy part you were after?
This is a cruel game you play.
But it takes two to play and I'm in.

I ran for my life.
Not knowing the consequences.
Beaten up from the fighting.
I told myself it was self defense.
All I remember is wailing on this person.
I took a step back and paused, then I lunged toward him.

What are the consequences of being free?
An eternity for being at peace?
An eternity to let my mind wonder?
An eternity for self reflection?
If these are just the mere consequences...
I'd take my chances with it.

I have this garden of flowers...
The variety is beautiful...
My sunflower was taken...
Please water it everyday.
Please give it sunlight.
Please nurture it.

My head drifts through these clouds
Being up this high smells like rain
Looking down I see nothing but pain
Seeing my lifeless corpse on the floor
Waiting to be dovoured by the board