Forget it
Just don't even consider
What I said
Just brush it from your conscious mind
And pretend that **** words
Could never possibly exist in the same sentence
Together
Together like I
Like I once thought we could've
Could exist on the same side
With the same mindset

Together, together, together

But I've realized
That these things
How I imagine
In my own head
Languishing in the glory
That my brain constructs
Is too much
It's just not feasible
For a girl like you
With that past
With that kid that you still follow
And wish was yours
Like me
Just like me
The only difference is that
You've been with him
And we've been talking for years
But you say
That you want to be with me
But it just had t happened yet
It's just not an option right now
But you still follow me
Like you want me
And you still follow
For reasons I'm unsure of
But please
Please

Please

Just tell me
Just be honest
Speak from the heart
When
Or
If
You ever tell me
That all you want
Is
Me

Only

Me



I've never sunken this low


In my life


I'm drunk


And I'm thinking irrationally




But please


Please


Just say


It's only


Me

Tread carefully
This matters
Don't look back
Just keep
Up

Lately I just
               sit
               in    silence

Pine trees sway in the bitter cold wind,
And Jack Frost has come to stay,
Always to the earth be kind;
Whether at night or day.

Snowdrops awaken from their sleep in a bed of snow,
And bluebells awake with jewels of sparkling dew,
And through the trees sweet breezes blow;
And daisies wake anew.

*~Marian~