As far as dumb,
stupid, careless love, no one
did it quite like us

4:28 PM
13/1/21

Dear Diary;
to be honest,
I don't mind being a little broken.
If it means that
these pieces of me
can make you whole then
that's alright with me.
I'm used to it
anyway.

We are all
children of the sun,
but you outshine
all seven-billion
who walk this Earth.
Daughter of the sun,
share with us your light
and lead us out of darkness.
Daughter of the sun,
shower us with warmth-
this place is cold without you.

The world is waiting
to hear your thoughts once again.
When will you write more?

6:54 PM
9/1/21

I wanted you
to be right for me
more than anything
else I could want.
We could have forced it,
maybe,
but it wasn't right.
To this day,
I still think about
what could have been but
I always remind myself that
we would have only
been delaying the
inevitable.

Maybe
you will be
the unexpected
message in my inbox
tonight or
maybe it's just
more wishful
thinking.

When the time is right,
we will meet again, that is
my promise to you

4:12 PM
4/1/21

What if I could be
your light when all of the stars
burn out forever?

10:45 PM
3/1/21

I want your kisses
to burn a hole through my head
and leave me breathless

10:43 PM
3/1/21

You and I
were born on
opposite ends
of the galaxy.
All my life,
I have clung to the stars
just to make my way
to your constellation.

It's not that
I'm not loved,
it's that I am loved
but it doesn't seem
to fill the hole
you left
long
ago.

The needle dances
across my skin,
again.
Writing memories
upon my body
like postcards from
another time.

Another year
is here,
another promise
of change.
But my only wish
is for our love
to stay
the same.

All this space between
us means nothing, if we want
it we will get it

2:23 AM
29/12/20

If every person
comes into my life
for a reason then
Does every person
leave my life
for a reason?

If they wanted to,
they would have and there's someone
out somewhere who will

11:54 AM
24/12/20

Write down all the things
they will miss about you and
hang it on your wall

11:39 AM
24/12/20

Write down everything
you hate about them and burn
it with the photos

11:37 AM
24/12/20

You pointed
to the stars and
I gave you the sky.
You pointed
to the moon and
I took you to the moon.

You are
sweet and spice
and everything nice.

You are
close yet far
like my favorite star.

You are
sun and moon
and I will see you soon.

Perhaps we
are both addicted
to the sensation,
the euphoria,
the madness,
of loving from afar.

Our love
was magnetic-
two hearts that
were doomed
to repel.

It's almost midnight-
the car is gaining speed
and we're passing
world after world.
There is no destination, baby,
it's all about the journey
as we fade
into the night.

She had two lovers-
the sun and the moon who fought
so hard for her heart

5:36 PM
14/12/20

Imagine us
the size of ants
dancing among the
flowers and the grass,
the bugs and
the bees.

The Christmas Blues
are falling like snow-
they chill me to the bone.
I'm all wrapped up
in the Christmas Blues
just like the presents
underneath your tree

Here comes New Year's Eve
and all of the loneliness
it has always brought

2:24 AM
13/12/20

Always reading too
deeply into dreams that are
better left untouched

5:25 PM
11/12/20

You’ve been
following me out to sea
hoping to find paradise
on my voyage
but I am nothing
but shipwreck and storm;
a tsunami leaving nothing but
chaos in its wake.

Did you know that this
smile only exists when
I'm alone with you

11:06 PM
9/12/20

Why is it that the
promises we cannot keep
sound the prettiest?

10:19 PM
5/12/20

Even if this stops
being love I will always
keep on loving you

10:17 PM
5/12/20

I am
invisible
when I
am all alone.
Sometimes,
I am
invisible
when I
am among them.

These early hours
of the morning have never
been friendly to me

2:04 AM
5/12/20

If you
ask the stars,
they will tell you
that I won't shut up.
Indeed,
I wish upon them
every night,
wishing for you.

If I close my eyes,
maybe imagination
will bring me to you

4:58 PM
4/12/20

The goal should always
result in your happiness
or else what's the point?

4:34 PM
30/11/20

Your apologies
are empty and I don't give
out second chances

4:32 PM
30/11/20

It was
a bad year for all,
but 2020 is
merely an illusion.
The arrow of time will
forever stretch in the direction
of chaos and
misery.

Never abandon
yourself in order to keep
the affinity

11:24 PM
27/11/20

Maybe missing you
isn't such a bad thing.
Missing you reminds me
of all the good times
we shared and
to a time where
we were
real.

So what is there left
for me to get excited
about anymore?

3:55 PM
26/11/20

You are an angel
straight from the city of light.
I am a sinner
but when I'm with you,
I strive to be
a saint.

It is like we are
hard-wired for a life of
hurt and misery

11:02 PM
15/11/20

Dear diary;
I thought I had
no more hope left to lose
...until I found
a little more hope
left to lose.

I'm still waiting
for all the promises
we made under the moon
to return in
the stars.

All those promises
we made by the sea
would soon become
my favorite
waves.

I am lonely yet
I don't want to interact
with anybody

4:43 PM
13/11/20

Dear Diary;
I think I've figured out
why I enjoy staying up so late.
It's 2:44 am
and the world is quiet.
No one expects anything from me
nor do I expect anything from anyone.
It's just me
and the silence.

You are a heartless
creature and I will always
be afraid of you

6:59 PM
7/11/20