I want to run
TO
watch you play
TO
see you enjoy the waves
TO
snap your photo when you do not know I am around
TO watch you be YOU

That is what I want to witness
Just to watch you be you
It is hard for me to just sit here
Knowing where your at
I want to pounce
Like one of your cats

I want to run TO
Shakes head
There is something about you..

That is what I have got
This mileage leash pulled very tight
It is ok
I just won't come home tonight
I will save my mileage for a morning return trip
But then again you will be alone
I hope you enjoy all the Control
you think you have
Because if I really wanted to I could take a cab
Go ahead and take my keys
Nothing I ever do will ever please you
Everything I do ever do goes past your eyes
You see nothing good, you pick only negative
That is why today divorce is my objective
Setting my odometer back to zero
just made you my personal hero
Now I will drive straight to the court house
YOU pumpkin will turn right back into a mouse
Cinderella is leaving your castle
Living with you is too much hassle
In 55 miles I will be gone
leaving you nobody to pick on
Enjoy yourself defeating ways
While I POSITIVELY
Go on my way

The way your lips move
The little twitches in your dimples
The sounds you make when you smile make me wake
I wanna stare at your face and watch you smile
Watching those lips all the while
Thinking what I'd like to do to them
That smile has me fixed
I find myself licking my lips
Wanting you to push me up against the wall
And take that kiss I have kept from all!
Your smile really makes me want to kiss you
It is a good feeling, enjoying so much
The want and wait for that touch
Your smile makes me want to kiss you
For now I sit and simply miss you
Recalling your smile
I close my eyes
and mentally kiss you
; )

I step silently
All sounds kept inside
My very breath I have to hide
The tread spinning round
"YOU SOUND LIKE A HORSE"
"YOUR HURTING THE FLOORS"
I sigh and try my best not to cry
I am working so ******* my health
All he sees is the tv and only hears my noise
"HOW MUCH LONGER YOU GONNA BE ON THERE?"
"2 1/2 more minutes and you could have said CONGRATULATIONS ON SELF CARE"
But no that would be FAIR
You do not play fair
SO I am not ALLOWED to use my treadmill now?
I am a horse and what the **** are you the plow?
MY work for you is DONE
I will walk away
Leave you spun
You say I sound like a horse
That I walk hard
It bothers you so much..
Hear me walk away..cause this time
I walk HARD
Listen closely
This winning horse
Just left your stall
For a new course

The leash gets shorter
The mileage checked
Eight bucks for gas this pay check
Yet you will ask me to drive to get many things
You have given me a sixty miles for 2 week string
I decline
My senses awaken
I start packing my stuff again and this time without shaking
8 bucks for gas won't get me out of hell
But it sure does make me want to scream
I will not dwell
No shouts to be heard
You gave me 8 bucks for gas you ******* ****
Do not ask me to pick up your dinners
Or expect me to be sitting here waiting for NOTHING
While you continue to ignore me
I will do my work and get my cheddar pay
But to expect me to stay here -just no way
You may have given me 8 bucks for gas
Checked my mileage, set my range
But you forgot my pocket full of change
I will go where ever I want to
Without any prompt from you
Get your own ******* dinner
Cause both my motor cycles are gas ******* winners
You stare at my car in the drive way
Watch that 8 bucks in gas sit all day
For the next 2 weeks while I go play
I got more wheels than that **** car
2 bucks in my scooter takes me pretty far
So dust gather on my windshield
Let the gas you gave me not be used
Leashes are for animals
To me that is abuse
Get over it
Cut me lose