Things come and go in a dance
Feelings rise
Sometimes new, sometimes very old
I dance them out-
My feelings get to play
Harmful if I hold much like this butterfly
So I let my feelings out and I let the fly!
Feelings have wings - they must fly
Never tucked away, yet never die
Specially if they step out within my day
I flow with what feelings are bestowed upon me
Why throw them away?
Why tuck them away only to forget the lesson life has for me to get?
   That is why we are living is it not my friend?
Movement leads the WAY
ENERGY FOLLOWS
New movements pop out with old feelings I let shout
I wonder where is this from..
I suddenly feel like I am dancing with Johnny Clegg and Savuka~
My hands go up in the air and make new shapes
As I dance around the globe
Literally on my floor is a vivid globe for witch I beg for guidance
I smile, I dance..and give the Universe a fair ******* chance
To give me what I am asking for
A new place to bloom and self explore
I have packed my ships
I have my own sail~
It is time to use it
Find a new shore
; )

I let go
I say yes
I give up the hold I have on keeping this mess
Universe take my plea
I will accept the new things you offer to me~
I say yes, I fought you-I confess
I did not listen, fighting to fix this love in any way
I tried to hard to make this place RIGHT
It is now time to give up this fruitless fight
I open, I flow
I let go of the fear
I am ok with what I know is very near
I pack my things, knowing it will be alright
I feel a new bounce in my dance
I breath with ease in this circumstance
I cheer
Universe give me more
I smile and open my doors
; )

Your sweat is still on my back
Felt every drop hit me
Cold sweat droplets hitting hot skin
Sweaty bodies pressing together
The way you grabbed my arms
Pulled my hair
GRRRr Hhh
The ease at which we shared
Helped me unwind...
comes to mind quite frequently
     You tease
A Tigress, a cougar, a wild cat yes
But a ***** cat you said I was not!?
But I think you found out
There is a ***** cat that can be brought out
I am standing here now and I growl at you
and now you know it is not something I say
but something I do!

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I hope my sounds ring in your ears..you mmm GGGRRRRRRR
and whatever else you heard!!

I am amazed at your view
You see nothing that is right in front of you
They reach out but you refuse
Your kids, your wife, anything new
How many marriages does this make for you?
You may have another before your through
Because you refuse to change your attitude
Your point of view, open up a feeling or two? NO

Once upon a time I had faith in you
But that is no longer true
All that grows is my disappointment in you
To refuse to change your bubble boy views

Once upon a time I wrote a term paper called
"The Bubble theory of Personality"
Every breaking bubble adds to our understanding
All the airs come together and become one
Nothing separate left unsung
It was all about incorporating all that one is

But your bubble refuses to fuse
You will not break down and be yourself
Instead your like a glass bubble sitting on a shelf
I cannot get in, you will not come out
Stuck in your bubble will always work for you
I find that very sad and have sympathy for you
But I cannot be in company with such a limited view of the world
I am challenging the Universe to place me somewhere new
Somewhere without bubbles that refuse to pop
A place with sunshine and lollipops
No more of your negativity
No more broken bubble boy who can't show love
I talk to the sky and rise above

It has begun -
that spiral
comes undone
like a ribbon
whipped round in the air
by a hand true and fair
swirling that ribbon all around me
I see your ribbon coming undone
floating freer within my sun
Your darkness sits at bay
as you watch me dance and sway
I have never had so many texts
so many words spun just for me
I am smiling a great deal
with joy and a special glee
My inbox is maxed out
My notifications scream a delightful shout
So many drafts to be erased
I am trying to keep pace
I never had so much spun for me
It is like a sticky sweet jar of Pooh bear honey
yet I glance down once more
wanting more words to explore
..gotta make room for more....