Ya know
Life goes on
Ppl change
They come
...they go
Many ppl won't even give a ****....
Simply because it's not there life....
Like....
Who am I living for besides my self
Like yeah I'll meet ppl
Make friends
But it doesn't matter at all
What I do
...or how I do it
...like **** all you hoes
....*******
....who cares if I write **** **** **** all over my twitter
...like I'm who cares
And only me
....everyone wants to be accepted and cool
...like **** them
..they don't care if I'm gay, or black, or weird
....they just want to fit in with society so ******* badly
...like bye
....

My flow
...is jet lag as ****
...it's unsure
...it's a well...tug of war
Between my heart and my mind
......my heart is saying
...Miley
Feel me
Feel the wind
Every breath
Cherish me
Fear not
.....than my mind
Is just going wild
No peace whatsoever
Just kinda scattered thoughts
Jumbled up with the past
...the present
Trying to predict the future
Having this perfect outlook on what my life should be like
.....but who new my own mind could deceive me
I sit here on the verge of unreal and real
I pour my heart out
But it's just another way to binge the **** out of my brain
To feel complete
Like poetry I absolutely love
It's so peaceful
So angelic
Then again it's almost an answer
You log out pour your soul out to this site
....and you feel relaxed and better
.....it's like idk
Weird
It's only me I bet
But....poetry is not my life
Sometimes I don't feel alive
Right now I don't feel real
I feel like I'm constantly on the search for an answer
Not even realizing it
Me here sitting innocently
...as the lions roar
As a jungle emerges inside my head
Louder than my heart
.....my soul waits strongly
For a girl to have faith
.....and I guess it really is my choice
....between....
Myself vs me
....wait

sometimes
i apologize so much
i feel like i'm saying sorry for my existence

My soul imagines
a life
without fear
without worries
without....fear
a life full of adventure...
without....
a lot of things......

My life
i feel like a seventy year old in a 15 year old's body
i feel so old
and i know all these life quotes n crap...
thats all i think about
...anymore
i used to laugh genuinly
when i was innocent
and i used to just lay on my Mothers chest and hug her and love her so passionately
although i wasnt perfect
i still smiled
i thought about ****...and fun ****
like i was lit
that was the life
wake up
brush your teeth with this singing tooth brush
go eat spiderman pancakes
then play with your dolly
and do that all day
wow life huh
....but what was this poem even about
...like
got so lost in the good old days

All you do is talk
....just yappering in my ear
....you just assume
....assume
...do you even know me
...your own child
Mom I love you
can you accept me
as the soul i am
can anybody accept me as the soul i am
like God I love you
and your all I need
but....its a lonely trip on this earth
by yourself....
internally non blissent
almost non existent...
its like my life is Barbie
i live in this fake *** house
with my fake *** clothes
that i use to act a certain way
then...my fake *** Mom
is nice one moment
then you put her on the phone
...and she is literally the devil
...literally...
literally..
she just is so phony
her tone is different
shes bitter
and shes laughing about it
like its a ******* joke
like mom its me....
where is the love...
who are you...
are you even my Mom...
yes you gave birth to me...
but...
a Mother you are
but a Mom...
a Mom..
idk...
call me later and well talk...