let's see how high
i can count
before i decide
to turn my life around
if i don't change
the things i do
there won't be a thing
to do things to
i really need
to shine a light
on all i have
that resides inside
that keeps me here
right where i sit
preventing me
from getting ahead
not privy to
what's going on
to tell the truth
not sure i want
to hear how i
can bring about
the needed change
to get me out
of this hole
of self-defeat
i'm digging deep
in misery
which brings me back
to just how high
can i count
before i find
i need to turn
it all around
this life i have
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I have someone very close in my life that I'm sure is depressed but won't get the help they need, it's very frustrating along with heart breaking to see them going through this when everyone is reaching out, but they refuse to reach back.