mikah

mikah Feb 2020

"we can just be in each other's presence." you said
you look so beautiful
just being.

mikah Jan 2020

you walked with me in the hallway
because i asked you to and it was the
first time i truly saw your face.

i still have butterflies.

mikah Jan 2020

lookism vol. 2

i read to you six chapters of
my favorite book and i looked at
you at chapter seven to find you
asleep

we’ll continue another day !

#love

mikah Jan 2020

six-word stories or something like it

mama, i'm sorry for no grandchildren

papa, i didn't want this either

grandpa, i'm sorry i'm no granddaughter

grandma, i wish you loved Me.

sister, you accept me, i think

brother, please try to somehow understand

i know i'm a disappointing kid.

some gender dysphoria writes <3

#dysphoria

mikah Jan 2020

adailyhellishdilemma

my mind moves so quickly
i can't seemtorest
FOCUS!
but what about that thing?
the big quizworktest
FOCUS!
i know i know just let me get settled
where's my phonepencilnotebook
FOCUS!
now i go upstairs and wait
what's that sound ihavetogolook
FOCUS!
i sit at my desk, pick up my pencil and
drop it damnwherediditgo
FOCUS!
found it there by my foot
maybe i can getitwithmytoe
FOCUS!
okay. i'm ready now.
all i have to do is sitdownand
FOCUS!

but wait.
when did it get so late?

based on a true story!

#adhd

mikah Jan 2020

front door

knocknocknock
s t e p s t e p
c r e a k

hello?

i miss you.

i miss your hands in mine.
i miss the crinkle of your eyes when you smile.
i miss running through hotel halls.
i miss racing and beating you again and again.
i miss what i felt.

i miss the way things were.

blinkblinkblink
d r o p d r o p
b r e a t h e

that's what i would've said
had he opened his front door.

different sorta piece from a yearlong heartbreak. glad to say i don't feel this way anymore, but this piece still holds a lot of emotion for me!

#heartbreak

mikah Jan 2020

lookism

everytime i look up
i see your eyes on me
and they're beautiful.

#love