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Jun 2014 mia

Untitled

Jun 2014 mia

pluie d'été

Untitled

how afraid we are
of things unsaid
and things
that are said too soon

if only silence
would compensate
for either

be the fence
separating the lush green
from the left
and the lush green
from the right

alas
it is the left
seen to be grey
by the one
who always
drowns in it

Jun 2014 mia

12:49am

Jun 2014 mia

a h

12:49am

i looked at my face in the mirror tonight
my blurred eyes trying to focus
on the thoughts deep inside my mind
i was so lost and so miserable
i ******* loved every second of it

i'm trying not to lose hope
but at the same time
i'm trying to feel something
something real

****
maybe i feel too much at once
is that my problem

maybe i'm too fragile to feel

and as always
now i’m only more lost

Jun 2014 mia

strong.

Jun 2014 mia

ac

strong.

I'm always the strong one,
The positive one,
The funny one.
But strong ones don't mark their skin is secret,
Positive ones don't think about suicide everytime they close their eyes,
And funny ones don't lock themselves in the bathroom and cry to the point where they can't breathe.

So do not call me those labels, because it is simply not true.
-a.c

I tried.

#poem #ac

Jun 2014 mia

alone.

Jun 2014 mia

ac

alone.

I always stay up all night no matter what to help a friend that is going through a hard time but when it comes down to me.

I have no one.
-a.c

...

#poem #ac

Jun 2014 mia

suicide letter.

Jun 2014 mia

ac

suicide letter.

Sometimes, life isn't for everyone.

- a.c

6/11/14

#poem #ac