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Sep 2020 · 103
A Wildflower and a Vase
Merilingwen Sep 2020
I'm not someone
You'll write a poem about
For I'm nothing like
The cashmere sweaters
You've clung to all your life.

My warmth to you
Is like the cold winter sun
Too distant to make you feel
Anything for too long.

I might catch your eye
But your soul would easily skip mine.

And I'm not someone
You will rescue
Rather I'm the wreck
You will leave behind.

So when my heart breaks
Watching you look at me
In the rear view
I will tell myself.

That maybe this is the fate
Of a wildflower and a Vase.
Sep 2020 · 74
I Will Always Belong
Merilingwen Sep 2020
You might have come to believe
That you own the world and everything in it,
I will never be a 'thing' you possess.

Your ignorant beliefs
Can never put a price-tag on a soul like mine
That I am raising in consciousness.

Who are you to tell me
That you're more of a human than I am
When the winds fill our lungs alike.

Who are you to decide something so divine,
When your body
Is just as mortal as mine.

And if someday you do succeed
In ripping my heart out as you tear through my chest,
The blood flowing from my body
Will remind you of the holy rivers you've named after me.

The echoes of my childhood, youth, and old-age
Will forever haunt those dim-lit roads and dingy rooms,
Where your touch turned me to ashes.

But you'd still be empty.

Because what you're after
Isn't found in the four walls of the body,
But the resonance of the mind.

And who cares if you forget me,
The mountains never will.
Who cares if your tears won't dampen my grave
The rains always will.

I won't need your dead flowers to decorate my tombstone.
I will be my own blossom in the spring
And my own mourner in autumn.

And I will return.
I will return to this soil knowing,
That no matter what the world tells me
I will always belong
To what I am made of.
It's a very personal poem and has been inspired from my life in a traditional Indian society.
Mar 2020 · 89
Home
Merilingwen Mar 2020
Forgetting you is so hard
because you were the closest to home
I could get,
this far away from home.
Feb 2020 · 108
For you
Merilingwen Feb 2020
In a distant corner
of my damaged heart
in a place
that I don't visit so often
I've kept your memories.
Each hug, each kiss that gave me life
yet left me gasping for breath
Each word that touched me more than your hands ever could.
I've kept everything
everything you never thought about twice but I could never forget.
Jan 2020 · 104
Why
Merilingwen Jan 2020
Why
Please don't do this to me.
I know you come back
only to leave again.
But what you do to people,
you do.
Why am I doing this to myself?
Jan 2020 · 56
Parting gifts
Merilingwen Jan 2020
You left me
a sick body
a crushed core
But a perfect cavity
for rhymes to grow

Because the day
You finally said goodbye
something inside me whispered
"Hello, Poetry."
Jan 2020 · 82
Fear
Merilingwen Jan 2020
There are songs
I'll never play again
and memories
I'll never reminisce
because even after all these years
I'm still afraid you'll consume me whole.
Jun 2019 · 472
Laughs of the Past
Merilingwen Jun 2019
The dark hours she spent,
Staring at the family photograph,
Smiling at the familiar faces,
Craving for the good old laughs.

“I’m there in the middle”,
Whispered a marred heart,
Those faces were so captivating,
The picture was a fine art.

Her lonely gaze deepened,
As the reality emerged strong,
The child in her was fooled,
But she couldn’t hold long.

Her mother’s love had scarred her,
The tender touch was savage,
Her father was a REAL man,
but his daughter was born damaged.

Her body was a masterpiece,
Engraved with words of gold,
But those carved by her family,
Ran deeper through her soul.

Finally, one blessed night,
She fell numb under the moonlight,
Carelessly dreaming of love,
Leaving the collapsed body behind.

Just then a thought pierced my mind,
Will they ever try to find?
The child from the photograph,
Who went missing one night.
A poem on Child Abuse
Jun 2019 · 176
Cosmos
Merilingwen Jun 2019
I am unworthy of your love
Is what I kept telling my universe
In the hope that you'd be telling yours otherwise.

Had your universe been stronger than mine
Our heavens would have collided into one
And for once our existence
In the world of the cosmos
Wouldn't have been for a lost cause.
I am unworthy of your love is what I told my universe.
Jun 2019 · 339
Hey Butterfly
Merilingwen Jun 2019
Hey Butterfly,
Why don't you flutter by?
Just spread your wings,
And dive into the sky.
For who knows for sure,
If the world ain't upside down,
In the ocean I might breathe,
In the wakeful might I drown.

Hey butterfly,
Aren't we two alike?
One dead other dying,
One gone but the other still trying.
And we might meet again sometime,
Where I'll be the butterfly,
And you the stranger,
Who in solidarity stood by.

Hey butterfly,
Your stillness still reeks of life,
And somehow I can recognise,
In our wretched togetherness,
The essence of what we share,
A unity of being,
Of you and me,
My dear friend, I bid you Goodbye!
An elegy for a Butterfly.
Jun 2019 · 302
I Look For Love
Merilingwen Jun 2019
I look for love in the strangest of places,
In broken bubbles and innocent traces,
In wet noses and waggy tails,
In solo talks and worn out phrases.

I look for love in the strangest of places,
In playful hearts with the highest of aces,
In hypnotic eyes and crafty stares,
In distant voices and starry spaces.

I look for love in the strangest of places,
In dreamy visions and foreign faces,
In numb cheeks and dry lips,
In cold hands and reckless embraces.

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