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Merilingwen Sep 2020
I'm not someone
You'll write a poem about
For I'm nothing like
The cashmere sweaters
You've clung to all your life.

My warmth to you
Is like the cold winter sun
Too distant to make you feel
Anything for too long.

I might catch your eye
But your soul would easily skip mine.

And I'm not someone
You will rescue
Rather I'm the wreck
You will leave behind.

So when my heart breaks
Watching you look at me
In the rear view
I will tell myself.

That maybe this is the fate
Of a wildflower and a Vase.
Merilingwen Sep 2020
You might have come to believe
That you own the world and everything in it,
I will never be a 'thing' you possess.

Your ignorant beliefs
Can never put a price-tag on a soul like mine
That I am raising in consciousness.

Who are you to tell me
That you're more of a human than I am
When the winds fill our lungs alike.

Who are you to decide something so divine,
When your body
Is just as mortal as mine.

And if someday you do succeed
In ripping my heart out as you tear through my chest,
The blood flowing from my body
Will remind you of the holy rivers you've named after me.

The echoes of my childhood, youth, and old-age
Will forever haunt those dim-lit roads and dingy rooms,
Where your touch turned me to ashes.

But you'd still be empty.

Because what you're after
Isn't found in the four walls of the body,
But the resonance of the mind.

And who cares if you forget me,
The mountains never will.
Who cares if your tears won't dampen my grave
The rains always will.

I won't need your dead flowers to decorate my tombstone.
I will be my own blossom in the spring
And my own mourner in autumn.

And I will return.
I will return to this soil knowing,
That no matter what the world tells me
I will always belong
To what I am made of.
It's a very personal poem and has been inspired from my life in a traditional Indian society.
Merilingwen Mar 2020
Forgetting you is so hard
because you were the closest to home
I could get,
this far away from home.
  Feb 2020 Merilingwen
Donall Dempsey
I LIKE TO SAY YOUR NAME

I like to say
your name

when you're
not here

turn you
into sound

conjure you out of
thin air

so that you appear
before me

dressed in sound
only

memory sketching in
the rest of you

as if sound
was just an outline

and love
colours you in

adding the voice last
so I can hear you say.

"Hello you..!"
and there you are

as present
as present

can be.

I like to say
your name

when you're
not there.
Merilingwen Feb 2020
In a distant corner
of my damaged heart
in a place
that I don't visit so often
I've kept your memories.
Each hug, each kiss that gave me life
yet left me gasping for breath
Each word that touched me more than your hands ever could.
I've kept everything
everything you never thought about twice but I could never forget.
Merilingwen Jan 2020
Why
Please don't do this to me.
I know you come back
only to leave again.
But what you do to people,
you do.
Why am I doing this to myself?
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