Don't worry about making excuses,
I've already done it for you.

i wish we started differently
and ended just the same

I once told a lie
I once told a boy he was

You were the only one who was ever real
I couldn't wrap my head around it quite as well as I could wrap myself around you
But it's all close enough
Have you ever lost something real?
I'm not quite sure how this will feel
Because even the fake ones hurt sometimes
Even the fakest ones can leave you wrapped in a dark cloud with no silver lining visible
I wonder what your real storm will bring
When you finally decide to destroy me in your path
A full on massacre of sorts
I'm sure
I'm sure the pain will be just as real as you were
As this was
Is
I'm sure

***** tastes better than the thought of you and her

I'm scared of losing everything that comes along with you

she used to be so strong
such independence
they'd say
such a shame
what a waste
all that girl
is gone with the wind