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Megan Sep 2021
My bubble will pop,
It hurts.
It’s okay for now, made of steel.
The more you shake it
The more I doubt it’s durability

Rose coloured glasses,
They said
I’m fragile,
They said.

I am.

If you drop a plate, it chips.
When it finally cracks,
You put gold in the crevasses,
Say that it makes it more beautiful.
Load of *******,
I said.

Rose coloured glasses,
They said
You’ve changed,
They said
You’re stronger now,
They said.

Life,
It shakes my bubble
So hard sometimes, it makes me fear earthquakes less.

See, I need my glasses to see.

Rose,
Blu-ish…
Did you know green’s my favourite colour?

Green coloured glasses.
The grass is always greener in someone else’s yard.
Seems everyone’s bubble has popped

They’re waiting for mine to drop.
It doesn’t **** you but it hurts like a *****
Megan Sep 2020
Water.
Drink
        Drink
                Drink
I look at you while you look away
Coffee.
My fingers tap the counter nervously
                        Drip
                Drip
       Drip
I listen to you complain like life never smiles your way
Gin.
              Spin
             S p i n
           S  p  i  n
Saliva
You kiss me like i’m you’re water.

Then we’re back to being alone with one another.
Megan Sep 2020
« Why do you do this to yourself babe? » he wipes the tear as I’m focused on the movie.
« I just love to feel »
I love having my heart tear open by star crossed lovers or cuddling you cause I couldn’t look away when the scary ghost jumped on the screen.
I love to feel, even if they’re not happy feelings. I’m sensitive and I feel. Most of my life i’ve said that I feel too much but I’ve realized that its a blessing really to be able to get torn apart by something so beautiful than my own feelings.
It’s breathtaking really to be able to look in your eyes and have your feelings fill my stomach like I could melt and completely take your form.
It hurts most of the time, oh god those it hurt. I wish I could take them away from you because I know how to feel them.
Sometimes all I can see is your eyes turning just that much blacker and I know that tonight isn’t gonna feel any better.
I wish I could give you mine too and truly yeah, sometimes you get bits of the green in my eyes too.
I hope you see it, I hope you take it and you store it for when i’m sleeping and you don’t know how to breathe.
It’s a blessing and a curse really to love you like I do.
Megan Sep 2020
The ghosts in my head
The ghosts in my room
Ever since I was fifteen
Thank god no one knew

I spin round and round and round
I’m happy til they break through
Laughing about it
What else is there to do
Movies
Songs
Stories
My own mind is my ennemis


The ghosts in my head
The ghosts in my room
Ever since I was fifteen
Thank god no one knew
Until they found out
Megan Sep 2020
So Imma write when i’m wrong

Girl, I can see you **** it up
Sitting here trying to patch it up

Without you I ain’t ****, but no pressure.
My mistakes feel like a fracture in my bones.
I do all this work only to watch it fall apart.


Haven't I already shown,
What it's like to love someone so much you treat their heart like it was your own?

You’ll find me writing me i’m wrong.
Megan Sep 2020
The first boy I wrote into existence
Megan Sep 2020
“If I knew what love was,
I’d quote myself.”
But I don’t
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