The whole
you being
destructively sad and
raging
being
childlike full of tremendous
joy being
a silent
observer piercing
every thing
being
a hilarious fool one eye
fixed upon
the truth,
still-
being
a deep deep feeling
creature rejecting the
building of
fixed walls-
rather
tired of the motion
being
the seeing kid that feels and
understands
the push and pull
and navigates
through it
with a fierce
perseverance
a breath so persistent
it could give you
a pause
more often
letting go just
a bit of
the existential
relentlessness
I am so many things at the same time, it really IS a challenge to be the conductor here :D