why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?
no, if "god" existed/cared
i wouldn't be alive
someone is lying
i don't care
for the truth
anymore
but i shouldn't be
alive