cold not freezing cold just numb to everything i don't want to think about how you're thinking of me because all i'm thinking about is being with you and it hurts too much that i can't be and i know it hurts you too so lets not think about it
i've lost my muse i don't know why because you're still in my life i haven't lost anything that made me happy or sad but for some reason my word well is empty and i can't draw anything from it
it's a little strange that when i can't think of anything to write about i am able to write about this nothing because nothing is something even when there's nothing there because right now i feel nothing so i shall write about this nothing as if it was something