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432 · Jul 2013
"you're dead to me"
431 · Jul 2013
seasonal changes
maybella snow Jul 2013
run in the rain with me
dance in the leaves with me
    play in the snow with me
      lay in the grass with me*

  we'd be cute
in all seasons
                                ^_^
430 · Aug 2013
aching everywhere
maybella snow Aug 2013
everything hurts
           my backbone is constantly struggling to keep me upright
        my head is always hanging
     my heart
                         well that's broken. shattered is a better word actually
           my everything
                  everything is being subtle
more than everything hurts
                                         but i cant think of a word
                                            that describes it
better than everything
                                         because my
                    everything
hurts
          aches
           ­        everywhere
                                                                ­      and sometimes i think
                                                           ­      that maybe
                                                           ­                 a hug could help
                                                            ­                                 why can't anyone tell
                                                      i just
                                                                ­   need
                                                          ­                              to be held safe
                                                            ­                 because i feel broken
                                                          ­     please
                                                          ­                         hold me together
maybella snow Jul 2013
thankyou so much                
for not giving me ****
about how its all gonna be okay  
because sometimes          
you just know  
it's not going to be okay                
it's not going to be a happy ending    
it's not going to be cherry blossoms in the wind
because ****                    
it's not gonna be okay
but                                            
power on soldier
**** the *******
because no                  
it's not all gonna
be "okay"
maybella snow Aug 2013
how many people bleed
           from self harm
                    and hate?
how much blood falls
          until people
               know the
                    cause?
how many people
       have to die
     until society
           realizes?
                                                 something horrible has gone wrong
                                                 there shouldn't be people bleeding
                                                 blood shouldn't fall from self harm
                                                 people shouldn't die because of it
                                                 how doesn't the world see that this;
                                                 judging people, who don't care at all
                                                 are effecting everyone, even those
                                                 who might not die, bleed, self harm
                                                 it effects the people who know the
                                                 people who are bleeding their lives
                                                 away, it effects people everywhere
                                                 somewhere something went wrong
                                                 so wrong that the effects are death
                                                 blood, hurt, everywhere, mental
                                                 illness, perfection kills people
                                                 just the idea that there is such thing
                                                 as "perfection" is killing people
                                                 there is no such thing as perfection
                                                 it's not possible, so why, why, why
                                                 are people in pain, dying, dead
                                                 because o
f it? it's not right, no
                                                 it's society, and it's ways, it's
                                                 killer ways
429 · Jul 2013
suspect? ....society
maybella snow Jul 2013
if life doesn't **** everyone
          society will and has killed some already
society is the blame for so many deaths
      why does no one suspect it?
428 · Jun 2013
just stop it. JUST STOP IT!
maybella snow Jun 2013
you                                                              ­            


                                                     hurt



                        me


STOP                    


                       IT!

you always do!                                                             ­       

                                   I  
                                                     DIDN'T

DO                                  


                    ­                                                                 ­                  ANYTHING

I                                                      ­            
DIDN'T                                                

no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no                                  

                 I DIDN'T



                                                      ­    I DIDN'T

no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
                                             no no no no no nononononononononnon no no no no no no


I DIDN'T!!!                                                     ­                                                               

­
STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!




! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !



just stop


its not me                                                               ­   
its you                      
and i know this                                                             ­                   
so please                                                          
stop hurting me                                                               ­                   
                                             ­              because i didn't do anything

just stop

*s   t   o   p
maybella snow Aug 2013
i made it through
one whole day                    
without crying                    
                           a whole day
without crying          
about the utter loss  
i feel, because you're
                   gone, forever, cold
i did it                                
                 now for tomorrow...
425 · Sep 2013
strung higher than a kite
maybella snow Sep 2013
it pains me
to say
i'm addicted
to the pain
i'm sorry
425 · Nov 2013
Untitled
maybella snow Nov 2013
death never really scared me
it just never seemed a legitimate option
and now it is
and i dont care
424 · Oct 2013
just curious
maybella snow Oct 2013
does anyone read my "poetry"
anymore?
i dont think its poetry at all
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
a girl cries because she just can't handle it anymore

i'm just a young girl
and i'm hiding away
under the covers
curled into a ball
it's warm, and simple
and no one
can see my tears
or hear my sobs
424 · Aug 2013
don't don't you dare
maybella snow Aug 2013
don't read my poems
just to keep tabs on me  
that's not fair                                
don't lie when you comment on them
don't                                      
don't                          
you              
*dare
maybella snow Aug 2013
anyone care to make                                
                                                            a ****** suicide
plan with me?                                                                                            
i promise to die at the end
423 · Oct 2013
Untitled
maybella snow Oct 2013
emotionally challenged
im telling you more than i should
yet nothing important
i dont want to get stuck
423 · Nov 2013
loosen up
maybella snow Nov 2013
i feel like im floating
                 im not in this body
     just watching it
slowly die
without being able
  to care because its too
far gone for help

                                      small fact
i dont think im going anywhere in life
and if the teenage years are "the
                                                         best" well im not
gonna make it far
419 · Nov 2013
warning
maybella snow Nov 2013
first theres nothing
a little sting,
maybe its recovering from the shock
then slowly
blood starts to well
small droplets
sitting above the cut
as it drips
theres still little pain
you've dried the blood
washed it away
cleaned yourself up
then the pain hits
it burns
i should delete this i dont want to trigger anyone
maybella snow Sep 2013
roses are beautiful
though people choose
to ignore the thorns

everything has a beautiful
and harmful side                
it only matters
if you cant see
past the ugly,                                        
hurtful side                              
to see the beauty of it
418 · Nov 2013
i have no future
maybella snow Nov 2013
i hold onto the past
because he isnt in my future
and i cant see anything
hes dead
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
*dying is the easy way out, live for me instead
417 · Jun 2013
heat glass to re-mould it
maybella snow Jun 2013
SHARP
                                  JAGGED
               EDGES                    SLICE
       BLEED             BURN

I FEEL NO PAIN,
        ITS NOT ME BLEEDING
ITS YOU

                 i cant reach you
i can only wait
                    hope
                      worry

                                  talk to me?
                     let me help
                                    i'll clean up
                              the mess

     i'll be whole
while you're        broken

                    YOU'RE SHATTERED
                                BROKEN
                                  GLASS
                  
                                                                     *"let me help?"
417 · Aug 2013
i just feel so sad
maybella snow Aug 2013
i've no effort                                            
i just want to sleep                                                
but the world    
or everything    
and everything
disagrees,                                
protests                              
and it seems
only tears                                                    
or just crying                                                          
tires me out                                                  
exhausts me                                              
just enough                                                          
for me to fall
into a subconscious
sleep or
maybe sleep
- might be
sleep -
but it's just                              
not     e n o u g h                                
to sustain me                        
and it has
resulted in
self formed                                                            
sadness                                                                      
that unfortunately                                                
results in blood                                                
all    t o o    much                                                                
i'm too sad
i cry myself
to half — maybe
— sleep
416 · Jun 2013
his girl / her boy
maybella snow Jun 2013
his girl lays in bed unproductive yet thinking   /      her boy sits at his desk head held
his girl holds her heart, only a little distant      /      her boy knows this he doesn't care
his girl is scared for him, worried for him      /        her boy is falling, fast further away
his girl knows there's nothing she can do    /      her boy doesn't know what to do now
his girl loves him with most of her heart  /     her boy loves her with more of his heart
his girl needs him to hold her tightly     /  her boy needs to hold her safely in his arms
his girl, only wants love from him       /     her boy only ever wants to love her forever
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
                 they are only
                                                                                               one entire
                                            world apart
                                                                                   //
                                                                                         they're both in pain
    no matter what
___________________­_____
416 · Nov 2013
#
maybella snow Nov 2013
#
float me a boat
as  i cry a river
416 · Oct 2013
the friendly corner
maybella snow Oct 2013
pain everywhere
what to do with life
backed into a corner
stop feeling anything maybella
hold it all together
                 no one can know
                 no one
           because they all hurt
they’ll all backfire and hurt
they don’t care
and if they do
    it’ll be gone soon
don’t tell them
hide it
hold it in
you’ll be okay soon
its just a little pain
    it’ll be gone soon enough
hopefully
keep dreaming mayb
                 you’ll trip
                 you’ll fall
just, don’t bring anyone with you
       remember that
don’t let it happen
don’t let anyone care
because you’ll care about them
         and we’ll both get hurt
you’re in a corner
stay there
befriend the corner
it cant hurt you
we’ll be okay maybella
but we just have to hold it in
written a while ago but i guess it still applies
415 · Jul 2013
be mine, because i'm yours
maybella snow Jul 2013
5 words


i'm falling apart here
will you catch me?
will you see this
pathetic excuse
for a 5 word poem?
maybella snow Sep 2013
and your hands are shaking  
because of the blood loss    
maybe this             \ \      
         is a mistake         \ \    
         but it's done now      
along with the      /
cuts and         /  
scars          /    
its                
permanent
maybella snow Nov 2013
its becoming
easier
and easier
and easier
to hide everything
maybella snow Jun 2013
i made a wish                                                      
late last year
or early this year?      

it was set highly upon a                                                            
f                                                                
a                                                            
l                                 ?                        
l                           g                          
i                      n                            
n                i                              
g          y                                
or   l                                  
f                      star        
but i wished                                                              
(sorry cant say the exact wish, it might not come completely true then)
i wished                                                              
for someone to make me happy                                      
the happiest person                    
i got it
or part of it

i got to be happy, i'm happy now              
but without you                                                                
i'm not happy                                      
and neither are you            

all wishes come with a price....                                                                        
is that my price?                                                                          
or is it going to be more expansive?            

i don't know if i am willing to pay                                        
for the expenses of a wish set upon a star
413 · Sep 2013
going insane woah yeah
maybella snow Sep 2013
i'm seeing things
right                                                                                                            there
              in the corner of my eye
    i'm hearing things
in the timbre of your voice
                yet i have no idea
                         what you're saying
          i think i'm crazy
                    no need to tell me
             but i swear
                                                   i felt you here
                                         just a presence, but yours
it's
         most likely
             just my head
                     playing tricks
                           being weird
                                 hurting me
                                     imagining it
         and its hurting
                   me so much
maybella snow Jul 2013
15 words
*the drops that hit my face felt warmer than my skin; i'm colder than winter
412 · Aug 2013
a lonely dear
maybella snow Aug 2013
stuck in the headlights
                        a cold night fogs
lost in white light
    the fog was transformed from a
        comforting damp blanket
into  a  white
impenetrable
wall of smog
                              a lonely dear
                         hears traffic everywhere
                                   but the wall
                                                                      pushes her back
              so she turns and runs
                                 lost with the noise
                         and bright white
                                                                     there's always
                                                             a loud screech
                                                     before impact
a lonely dear
lost in white
dies slowly
at the crime scene

————i'm a such a deer————
dear and deer swapped purposefully
411 · Jun 2013
live evil
maybella snow Jun 2013
l                                                                          l

li                                                                        il

liv                                                                   vil

live                                                               evil
                              live evil

   is it possible to live without being evil?
411 · Nov 2013
wishes dont come true
maybella snow Nov 2013
wishing on a star                                        
is useless because                                      
by the time you                                          
see their light                                            
they're dead                                              
they've burnt out                                      
   dont wish on me
its too late already
410 · Aug 2013
covering wounds
maybella snow Aug 2013
i just don't think
that makeup            
is covering          
the bruises                        
or cuts                        
as i wish it
would
410 · Jul 2013
"i'm in love with you"
maybella snow Jul 2013
5 words
and i can't claim this to be original
it's hardly my own
maybella snow Sep 2013
and i don't
even know you
very well
but i'm so
worried
about you
i hope,
you're okay
don't hurt
yourself
please
maybella snow Jul 2013
it angers//disappoints me            
                                   that my poems
never end up how i    
want and think they'll be                            
                                          i set out
ideas in full blast                
and try and write exactly how i                          
feel and why                    
                                      or what i think about it
                                                  but i write something
and everyone has their own views                                          
ideas and musings on what my                    
poem could be about                                                      
of course everyone's going to do that                                                            
                                                                      i just want people to see
                                           what i want them too
                                         what i set out to do
it doesn't work though
maybella snow Jul 2013
i can't help but fall
                     for you again
every time i see you
   you make me clumsy
                   and i fall
  *e v e r y   t i m e
409 · Oct 2013
what an ugly beauty
maybella snow Oct 2013
grab my heart and tug on it
pull it into the ocean            
no better than the average siren
rip it apart and devour it
tender, young and ******
not like you haven't eaten
other girls hearts before..
409 · Aug 2013
you silly girls
maybella snow Aug 2013
stop posting
                pictures/
  videos of
yourself
mostly naked
           or simply
just naked
         how do you
expect anyone
           to respect you?
if you don't
                respect yourself
enough to
keep your
clothes on
in front of
the camera
407 · Aug 2013
tired/exhausted/worn-out
maybella snow Aug 2013
=                                          
some of the things
i feel right now
i have no effort
to live
maybella snow Sep 2013
just hold me
tonight when
blades come out
from their special
hiding places
to let loose
the pain
hold me in the                          
light of morning                      
when scabs have formed        
tears have dried                      
and the emptiness                  
has leaked into                        
my mind                                  
this isn't killing me
slowly,                            
half of my issues
are self provoked
by my twisted mind
as it fights                              
the light of others
don't let me burn you out
with my empty darkness

please
it's okay
if you
leave
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
*******, you're hurting me, and you make it
my fault, always my fault
****
you

i'm done
406 · Aug 2013
take a stab in the dark
maybella snow Aug 2013
i've been stumbling around            
reaching out in all directions
and i can't find you                            
you're not there
there's nothing there
no one there
i miss you                      
please                  
someone
hold me
406 · Aug 2013
a white room in the dark
maybella snow Aug 2013
punch
punch kick
punch kick slam
                                                            the walls are just far enough apart
                                                            that i can't touch them with my arms
                                                            stretched as much as they can
i fling myself at the wall
i know they're white
i've seen them
                             so bright
i had to squint
                                                     but now
                                                i know there's a light
            i can see my hands
                      in front of my face
but it only makes the room
       a dull grey
                                          not the white it once was
               fingernails claw at the walls
                         trying to discover where
                                                          where that faint light
   is coming from
                                    i can't located it
          where's it coming from?
and why isn't it as bright
as before?                                              (..when you were here..)
                     i scream and kick
      bash walls, crash around the
once a comfortable space
                    which had now began to close in
           maybe it was just the low light
but i can't breathe
                                                    it's getting smaller
              i fight harder
where is the light?!
                        where is it?!

punch
punch kick
punch kick slam
punch kick slam fall
                               fall
                               fall
punch.
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