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Jul 2013 · 329
you told me you're insane
maybella snow Jul 2013
insanity just looks too good on you
Jul 2013 · 448
wishful being
maybella snow Jul 2013
i wish i was there
when you're haveing a nightmare
so i could hold you
until you woke up, and knew it wasn't real

i wish i was there
when you're about to cut your skin
so i could still your hand,
look you in the eye, until you realised you don't need to

i wish i was there
when your parents are screaming at you
so i could stand behind you
support you, and make sure you know you're loved

i wish i was there
when tears are streaming down your cheeks in despair
so i could gently wipe them away
tell you i love you and everything's going to be okay

i wish you were here
when i need you to
hold me during a nightmare
still my shaking hands
stand behind me
wipe my tears away
and love me
Jul 2013 · 494
proof of true love
maybella snow Jul 2013
-
                     a girl, an average teenager
   falls in love with a boy
        parents dissagree -bittersweet-
a new idea is developed in the science
                  of the brain and controling it
needing test dumbies, scientists set out
    the girls parents, use her, for money or whatever
by this time, the girl has depression
                         but still loves her boy
her parents enrol her as a test subject
               scientist with new ideas
      drugs are used, she's put to sleep
                           a year she sleeps through
   a whole year of testing
                      scientist experiment on her brain -gruesome-
the scientist believe they've fixed the girls
       depression, anxiety, and she no longer
                  remembers her boy
upon her arival home
         with a fresh deleted brain information
   no memories, nothing
                                 she finds a phone number on her table
calls it
           on the other end, a boy, her old boyfriend
   the one she had, before her memory was erased
                                     they meet
and she falls in love with him again
                      fresh memories of love, with the same boy

-completely baised on a true story-

true love exists
this is off a documentary i saw in class, scientists were experimenting on the brain. deleting memories ect.
Jul 2013 · 237
any less than you
maybella snow Jul 2013
i don't have any less blood  
i don't have any less thoughts
i don't have any less movements
i don't have any less love
                                                            but it's all for you
all of it
Jul 2013 · 195
~ i love you ~
maybella snow Jul 2013
~                                          


                              such a
poetic                          
            three words



                                               ~
i love you
Jul 2013 · 196
somewhere in between?
maybella snow Jul 2013
i want to be
                                                                                                                                                    on the other side
                                                                                                                                                    of the world
                                                                      is there somewhere                                            with you
you want to be                                                 we can meet?
on this side                                                    
of the world
with me
Jul 2013 · 256
thinking about
maybella snow Jul 2013
i think about you
     more than i'd like
to think about
maybella snow Jul 2013
i haven't felt the need to be perfect for you
because i know                                        
i'm perfect for the person i love
and they're perfect for me
so where's the need  
for me to change
only for you
Jul 2013 · 3.5k
stereotyped love endings
maybella snow Jul 2013
happily ever afters
are so stereotyped          

do two broken lovers        
fit into the category?              

x <3 x
Jul 2013 · 235
you just seem to know
maybella snow Jul 2013
its so amazing how
        you just seem to know
  without me saying anything  
                that i'm slightly doubting your love for me
and you remind me of it
   of how strong it is    
           how true it is
how much you need me

you seem to know when i need you
to tell me of this
                             i dont know how you do
but this is just
           another reason
why i love you
maybella snow Jul 2013
locked away in a cell
    dark and lonely
  my heart yearns for escape
         but i remember why i locked it away
to keep myself safe
  i locked my heart
            away from my head
i saved myself from falling too far

lonely hearts are talkative
                             -well mine is-
i discovered that a new guard had
   been posted at the door
           peeking through
tentative and careful
       my weary heart aches to be held

making friends with the guard
          my heart entrusts it with everything
secrets spill out
    with my heart, locked away from my head
           there's nothing to stop it from spilling over
so over it goes, learning the guards secrets too

becoming closer friends, the guard
            late one night
as the heart cries from lost love
reaches into the cell
   gently picking up the hand
           and rubs the back of it with his thumb
the heart looks up
        eyes teary, broken to despair

the guard is torn apart from the hearts obvious pain
                    glancing around he reaches out to the lock
unlocking it his eyes meet the hearts
    opening the cell
            he walks inside it then
turns around and locks it behind him
i have a poem written down somewhere that i'll have to find for this next poem to completely make sense, my apologies for not already having it put up.
Jul 2013 · 423
suspect? ....society
maybella snow Jul 2013
if life doesn't **** everyone
          society will and has killed some already
society is the blame for so many deaths
      why does no one suspect it?
maybella snow Jul 2013
the book that i write in
nothing special, simple lined paper
i randomly pick a page      
with nothing on it
and write                                          
somewhere completely silly
sometimes only containing a small
string of words              
and somehow i classify it as a poem
anyhow                                    
there are most likely a bunch of "poems"
that are and will be forever lost
  sometimes this saddens me                
lost "poems"      
maybe they're just free from eyes
maybe they shouldn't be found
flicking through my "poetry" book
on occasion i find them
maybella snow Jul 2013
its impossible not to think
          that we wont make it through
    everything
                              because we started off
               in the tough stuff
it only made us stronger
                     made us love each other more
      made us more determined to stay
i love you x
          thankyou for saying it back to me

       yeah we're still in the tough stuff
but we're already moving through it
Jul 2013 · 286
you're not letting me
maybella snow Jul 2013
for every time
i've been tempted to            
                    grab a blade
and pierce my
skin                                  
            instead
i pick up a pen        
and draw or write            
                 a word or two
                 on my
skin                                  

                                                                i know you don't know the exact
                                                                 reason for me writing on my skin
                                                            yet i feel like you should know
                                                              that every time you growl at me
                                                                   for writing or drawing on my skin
                                                     and you tell me not to do it
                                    you're hurting me
you're telling me not to help myself                              
which is what i was doing                                              

i'm trying to help myself
Jul 2013 · 288
*^-^*
maybella snow Jul 2013
i just love
him s
o much
Jul 2013 · 198
broken lovers & poets
maybella snow Jul 2013
is it just poets that are
             broken lovers?
     or is it just
broken lovers that
             become poets?
x
Jul 2013 · 209
i hate when this happens
maybella snow Jul 2013
i hate that          
            i've fallen into
one of these moods                                                        
                                                          where i question
your love for me
Jul 2013 · 581
you haven't killed me yet
maybella snow Jul 2013
i love you so much          
i know that  
if anything happened              
if you told me, you no longer loved me
or you couldnt be with me                              
it would **** me                                    
i know that is pathetic
and now that i know        
if you hurt me, it'll **** me                    
and i think you know that too

is this just a                
elongated form
of suicide?            
is it enevitable that you'll fall out of love    
and **** me?
yet i don't want to do anything
about it                      
i know you could            
**** me        

but you haven't yet      
you're my suicide
maybella snow Jul 2013
i don't think
      it's a good idea
for me to live
               this close to the sea
  it just seems
way to
               tempting
                                    for me to
resist
Jul 2013 · 231
yeah idk
maybella snow Jul 2013
its hard
not to feel heavy                                      
   when its been
                                                                                                     so  l o n g
since                                                                                          
we                                                    
                                               last
spoke
Jul 2013 · 139
i have a different faith
maybella snow Jul 2013
god is something only
people needing faith                
believe in          

i only need you
Jul 2013 · 333
perfect flaws
maybella snow Jul 2013
i love how                
our flaws      
don't clash                  
instead they      
seem to work  
well at finding the problem
and fixing it
Jul 2013 · 1.1k
protecting protectors
maybella snow Jul 2013
i have a tiny amount
         of people
unrelated to me
                who have
     completely of their own will
come to love me
         and they would protect me
with their everything
these people
        the small amount of people
    i love them dearly
                  i'm so sorry if i do or say
anything
       that hurts you
  i try my best
          to protect you
                           just as you protect me
because i love you
         and i don't want anything happening to you

i don't want any more people
            to love
  i have my tiny amount
                              and they're perfect
   so i'll stick with them
     and protect them with my life
as they do me
maybella snow Jul 2013
it's been a while since i've woken up
          before everyone
   its quiet
                           and restful
       there's also no one
                          giving me looks

those will come though
when everyone else wakes too
Jul 2013 · 697
we'll fight
maybella snow Jul 2013
backs pressed against each other      
weapons only of hands
knees       feet      heads        
the wind howls                                    

the world is a powerful enemy
sly       conniving      uncaring                
attacking with fury
we don't deserve any of this

we're already bleeding        
crying        worn out
it's only making our wounds worse      
cuts deeper           bruises darker                      

we lash out against it            
fists flying         hair whipping around  
we're a strong team                    

we know each others weaknesses
down falls            soft spots  
and we know how we're able to help the other    

i know when you don't see the fist            
coming at your head, turning to block
i kick back            
you're there to keep my balance    
assuring i don't fall

twisting and turning                                          
spinning around in battle stances                    
we're fighting the world                    
we've no idea if we're winning                        
but we're not going to be beaten                      

never will we let anything beat us
never will we let anything part us

the world fights everything                      
but it wont win                
not against true love                                                  

so we're fighting it    
we'll beat the world    
hand in hand                                      
back to back                                        
with true love
on our side
deleted this completely by accident, but i've put it back up again..
Jul 2013 · 978
sleeping//waking
maybella snow Jul 2013
i want to go to sleep
     but you're just waking up
  so now i don't want to

timezones = ruining lives
maybella snow Jul 2013
10 words
i wont stop writing any time soon, i still need it.
Jul 2013 · 465
the sea is my siren
maybella snow Jul 2013
the sea                        
is my siren
it's enticing                        
            beautiful
                 exotic

i also know        
that if i stare at it                      
               long enough

i will jump
willingly                  
into its depths                                        
to my death                    

                      be with something
so enticing
and uncontrollable
Jul 2013 · 696
seaside suicide
maybella snow Jul 2013
wind whips around a body
      standing high upon a cliff
  they're not scared
                    and if they are
         other emotions are hiding it
conflicting thoughts
    all revolving around
                the jump, or fall
looking over the edge
   water tumbles
           crashes, water sprays
  rocks are pummelled by salt water
picked on, shoved, drowned
                the person glances to the sky
  the sun is setting
       they smile
a pretty last sight to see
                               clouds aren't very thick
  it'll be a cold night
            they remove their shoes
  the ones they hurriedly shoved on
      before fleeing the door
looking up again
           smiling
    they take a slight run
extending their arms
          like a bird
       or plane, ready for take-off
  they fly
                for a split second they're free
    no one can control them now
they're away, never returning
          smiling as they fly into the sun set

-------

i want to fly
maybella snow Jul 2013
body                    
mind      
soul  
skin                  
heart                        
bones    

the list could go on
but you already know
all of what you own
because i own that
about you
Jul 2013 · 355
aka now
maybella snow Jul 2013
i know, this saddens me
          but i know
that i will never know                    
everything you do
                  everywhere you go
everyone you're with                            
                                            i have
reason not to trust you                                      
                   but
                                          i also have every reason to trust you

and so i do                                                                  
i trust you with your life                                                          
i trust you with mine                                                                
                                          just as
                                             you trust me with your life
                                      you trust me with mine

in these ways    
its hard not to think        
              that we can't make it
through the roughest times                                      

                                                                                                                                    aka now
*i trust you
Jul 2013 · 188
i think not
maybella snow Jul 2013
is being famous
       all its cracked up to be?

lately
                  i think not

/
Jul 2013 · 395
~you (caused my smile)
maybella snow Jul 2013
i have a small list of everything that has made
    me smile, while thinking about you
~your orange blanket
~that half drunken bottle of coke
~your rock collection
~apple sauce in a container
~creaky floor boards
~the jacket you love
~you
~all of you
~your smile
~your frown
~you

those are some
        a small number
of things
that made me
                            smile
thinking about
         you

x
maybella snow Jul 2013
i remember a time
when "i love you"      
was the strongest,
most potent thing                
you could say to anyone        

yet now                        
when i tell you  
"i love you"              
it doesnt seem to quite      
send the message                    
as strong,              
and potent    
as it used to be                            
or i want it to be
Jul 2013 · 646
i'd blow you a kiss
maybella snow Jul 2013
[hugs] [kisses]
    o            x

if only you get them
                   if not        well
i love you always

[hugs] [kisses]
    o           x


Jul 2013 · 230
i believed you, i still do
maybella snow Jul 2013
someone called me pretty
        i didn't believe them
             yet somehow
i believed you

x
Jul 2013 · 363
f **r**A *g* m e n T *s*
maybella snow Jul 2013
life consists of* tiny
f rA *g
m e n T s
                  glued together            messy
*yet whole
maybella snow Jul 2013
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Jul 2013 · 276
repeat ~ taeper
maybella snow Jul 2013
the clouds are
      thick overhead
so i'm not cold
              thinking about
     you
                and writing
     a poem
about how the
     cloud coverage
means i'm not
            cold
sitting outside
               thinking about you

x
sorry if the title is a little confusing, it's simply repeat backwards C:
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