maybella snow

maybella snow Nov 2013

shy sky

blue eyes are said to be beautiful
but why would I want to get lost in them
when I can hardly find my own
***** green brown eyes
I've lost too much
to the skies
I refuse
to loose myself in any mans blue eyes

but then again
your eyes aren't blue
and I've lost myself in you

maybella snow Nov 2013

ruby heart

I locked myself away again
hid in a form of a closet
bunched between the jackets
and moth eaten dresses
I closed myself in a drawer
between the trinkets
and stale kerchiefs
and oneday
maybe someone
a tresure hunter of sorts
will sift through the junk
to find the broken
stained little girl
who was once able to look in a mirror
and not see every inch of fat
every layer of skin
as disgusting
polish up the jewel to my heart
don't sell it though sweetie
this ruby gets cracked with
the slightest pressure

maybella snow Nov 2013

go away pls

I know my 'poems' are ****
don't comment on them
reminding me of that
get over yourself
I'm not here to **** up to anyone
I know I'm **** at writing
I know I'm not a writer
I know I'm ****
stop telling me

okay?

maybella snow Nov 2013

six days clean

i want to be pretty
people always told me
i'm a beautiful person
i'm wonderful
on the inside

excuse my messed up head
but i wanted to be beautiful
on the outside
so with a blade
slashed across skin
i got my insides
to be outside me
and only then
****** and tired
did i feel pretty

sorry its gruesome but i never said i like my thoughts

maybella snow Nov 2013

Untitled

dope me up to my eyeballs
maybe then they'll be pretty

maybella snow Nov 2013

i dont have a valid reason to want to be dead but its all i want

im not even
sorry

maybella snow Nov 2013

wishes dont come true

wishing on a star
is useless because
by the time you
see their light
they're dead
they've burnt out
   dont wish on me
its too late already