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maybella snow Nov 2013
why does it still hurt so ******* much
when you mention other women in
your poetry i know i meant
nothing to you but it still hits hard
the way you adore someone else
maybella snow Nov 2013
no no no                 no no no
no  no no no           no no no  no
no no no no no i don't no no no no
no no no no deserve no no no
no no happiness no no
no no no no no
no no no
no
maybella snow Nov 2013
first theres nothing
a little sting,
maybe its recovering from the shock
then slowly
blood starts to well
small droplets
sitting above the cut
as it drips
theres still little pain
you've dried the blood
washed it away
cleaned yourself up
then the pain hits
it burns
i should delete this i dont want to trigger anyone
maybella snow Nov 2013
.          i was happy last night
until i remembered
           im not allowed to be happy
           i cried myself to sleep
why? i dont know
   but im not meant to be happy
          i dont deserve it

this morning i was happy
                        i smiled as i yawned
then they barged in,
the whole family
         and reminded me
    happiness isnt for me
                and i cut open my skin
    once again i bled
                                                            because
                          i dont deserve to be happy
ever
harsh
maybella snow Nov 2013
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float me a boat
as  i cry a river
maybella snow Nov 2013
will there ever be a day                              
when people are just dust    
nothing more
where it doesnt matter          
how happy, sad, perfect, imperfect
you are              
where being gay, straight, bi
doesnt matter    
religion doesn't occur    
because thoughts are limited
only floating matters  
getting caught in                                    
different air flows                                  
rising and sinking                                  
will there be a day
where life is just                that.
life,                                                                 and death
is another way
of living
~**~
maybella snow Nov 2013
there's no denying it
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