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maybella snow Nov 2013
i hold onto the past
because he isnt in my future
and i cant see anything
hes dead
maybella snow Nov 2013
how can i trust you
         not to **** yourself too

how can i get close to anyone
when i refuse to hurt anyone
when i **** myself
                      it'll happen eventually
         maybe it'll work this time
maybella snow Nov 2013
death never really scared me
it just never seemed a legitimate option
and now it is
and i dont care
maybella snow Nov 2013
its becoming
easier
and easier
and easier
to hide everything
maybella snow Nov 2013
you mentioned loosing yourself in a maze
a maze of skeletons and sadness, this maze
created by you, to defeat yourself in a way
you went mad in this maze,                    
a maze with no exit
you grabbed my hand, dragged me along
because, you discovered me in this maze.
who made this maze i wonder                                                
was it me?                      or you?                                                
well im lost                                                                
and you're gone                  
you became a skeleton
you're in the walls        
driving me insane
and i cant wait to join you              
so long as i drag no one along until then
maybella snow Nov 2013
i feel like im floating
                 im not in this body
     just watching it
slowly die
without being able
  to care because its too
far gone for help

                                      small fact
i dont think im going anywhere in life
and if the teenage years are "the
                                                         best" well im not
gonna make it far
maybella snow Oct 2013
emotionally challenged
im telling you more than i should
yet nothing important
i dont want to get stuck
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