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maybella snow Sep 2013
you remind me that
some     animals
are    exited
to wake
up
maybella snow Sep 2013
but people
only ever see
the fallen
angels
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maybella snow Sep 2013
somehow
i changed
into my
very own
monster
i hide in
closets
under beds
ready to
**** at
any time
but i'm
not even
scared
anymore
the demons
in my head
and the
angel in
my heart
all created
this
monster;
me
maybella snow Sep 2013
maybe if
i don't sleep
for long enough
I'll       sleep
forever
soon
maybella snow Sep 2013
you told me
our daughter
(because you always wanted
kids) would be
named after me
and she would
be beautiful
"just like her mother"
and i imagined
you grinning
like the proudest man
as you held her
before kissing me
and reminding me
you loved me
with all your heart
forever
i imagined the
pregnancy
(i never was the dolly type
and was never clucky before)
but you'd hold me
and kiss my belly
each night
and tell me
you'd love me
forever

instead
sadness caught you
in it's clutches
soon followed
by suicide
and you told me
you'd love me
forever
I noticed tears
were falling
half way through
writing this
I miss him
so much
maybella snow Sep 2013
climbing back into bloodstained sheets
memories crash down like waves on rocks
the faint tinge of death and stench of sadness
re-locating and checking old hiding places
of unused self torture devices
my mind ticks over
and tears fall
i'm home
again
                                                    i miss you
maybella snow Sep 2013
i'm copying your
imperfections
and scars
onto my skin
to recreate
the map
that found
my heart
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