maybella snow

maybella snow Sep 2013

clean                              cut
9 days ago
recently medicated
you laughed, told me i made you smile
you have no idea how important that was to me
                         that i could be helping you
and that day
was the 9th
so i understand why
                                    but 9 days ago
you havent done it
since, you've talked to me
           more than usual
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maybella snow Sep 2013

there's no such thing as unnatural, if it didn't belong in nature it wouldn't exist

stained rose petals
     painted skies
dyed leaves
                    and broken stems
     snapped heart strings
          and colored lies

title a half remembered quote by Kristin Cashore

maybella snow Sep 2013

for the falling leaves

small swirls
twists and
turns
spirals and
flips
all                                               leaves
fall
some    faster
than
others
just remember
that
we all
fall from that tree
(of life) eventually

maybella snow Sep 2013

hush dont tell

no one knew
about the sobbing,
shaking mess i was
last night

maybella snow Sep 2013

standing vulnerable in the freezing rain and wind calmed me

10 words

*idk don't ask

maybella snow Sep 2013

death could be either considered an end or a freedom

10 words

*when did it change from an ending,
to a freeing

maybella snow Sep 2013

to fly with my angel

a beautiful boy
went to heaven
despite what he thought
of his evils
                  he gave a girl love
                      like nothing else
                        like no one else
that beautiful boy
went to heaven
to be free of the pains
but he left some
              he gave the girl pain
            like nothing she'd felt
                          it crushed her
with her
beautiful boy
in heaven
                                 she lost the love
                                 he had given her
it must have flown away
alongside him to heaven
              because his girl only wants
                        to join him in heaven
                      to feel whole with love
but if she lost the love
maybe she'll never gain it back
     even then if his girl went to hell
she'd be too empty to feel anything

                            but she dreams
              of flying with her
        beautiful boy
in heaven