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maybella snow Sep 2013
it has been some time
since i've been awake at
                         2:00am
       i forgot how
quite and peaceful it is
where i'm only just
                         tired enough
                that the thoughts
don't really matter now
                     and memories are just
            a faint fuzz
maybella snow Sep 2013
i have a heart
despite what i thought
its still there        
but all my energy                            
has been leaked                          
and i wake
i laugh
i cry    
i smile
i live  
i sleep
but i can't find it
anywhere in myself
to love
my heart is taken              
how can i give it      
to another?
maybella snow Sep 2013
it's only fair
don't mess with me
i get nasty            
and protective
and you do
     not deserve
           to touch him
         you do
           nothing good
for him at all
maybella snow Sep 2013
and your hands are shaking  
because of the blood loss    
maybe this             \ \      
         is a mistake         \ \    
         but it's done now      
along with the      /
cuts and         /  
scars          /    
its                
permanent
maybella snow Sep 2013
i don't think
you quite understand
how much
                            i need you
to get better
for me
to get better
            because i cant
live with another
         death on my mind
and he told me
                        to look after you
                        to help you
make it out
alive
                  so i am;
            i'm living for you
understand this
please, i'm just scared
to tell you outright
but it's true
                                     besides my best friend, with obvious reasons
     you're why
                           i'm fighting death
     you're why
                           i'm trying
     you're why
                           i'm waking in the morning
i know
this could be a pressure to you
maybe thats why i haven't said anything
but please, read between the lines
realize i'm helping you
to help me
                                           to get us both out
              of this self inflicted dungeon alive
    don't make my struggles worth nothing
help me
                  this team of two
     might just make it then
                                                   but i need you to pitch in okay?
maybella snow Sep 2013
10 words


*a weight lifted,
everything is going
to be okay
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