maybella snow

maybella snow Aug 2013

are dedicated to you
                              you caused them
          i just wish you kept them
                       but you wouldn't know
    the cause was you
                      and you won't be sorry
    i'm not asking you to be
                              you don't know what's wrong
  and i won't tell you either

maybella snow Aug 2013

ouch, i have no reason for being in pain

why the hell
did seeing that
hurt so ******* much
i don't love you
but *******
that hurt
to see you loving someone else
ouch

i don't even know
why this would hurt
but the knife in my chest
at seeing that
******* killed me

and no,
you'll never know
that this poem
is for you
so
you won't know
how to stop
this pain
because you don't know
it's you causing it

maybella snow Aug 2013

"mum, she's suicidal..."

"she's just seeking attention"*
"well yeah... i guess..."
"[aren't we all?]"

"[thinking]"
"me talking"
*"her talking"*

maybella snow Aug 2013

fell into your eyes

your hair fell into your eyes
      but you didn't brush it away
      you left it
                                                     there
     covering your eye
it was so cute                                                        (i love you)
but i hated
    that you left it there
    and i wasn't able
    to brush it
                                                     away
    it tortured me
    please don't leave it
                                                     there
    just move it
                                                     away
    for me please
    end my torture of not
    being able to move it

maybella snow Aug 2013

[attention seeking]

look at me
- no don't -
i'm self conscious
look away
please?

idk what this is about

maybella snow Aug 2013

just a lil bit

i'm stressing
just a lil bit
i think thats why my stomach is
                                                                          doing flips
because i'm stressing
even a lil nervous
                               okay a lot
but this stressing
might be the cause
of my flipping stomach
and squeezing heart
                                                                                    i don't think its overly
                                                                                      healthy for my body to
                                                                 be flipping
                                                                    or squeezing
it hurts
just a lil bit

maybella snow Jul 2013

you shook my heart up. cocktail mix: shaken not stired

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