i told you about the stupid thing I did i'm sorry, i know it was stupid i just hope pray, wish that my stupid thing doesn't cause you to do an equally stupid thing i'm sorry it was a stupid thing to do
it hurts there no, higher than my rib bones lower than my coller bone a little to the left of my breast bone there right where my heart beats that's where the pain is what pills can i take to help the pain?
this morning i chased my thoughts away with physical pain this afternoon i chased my pain away with mental guilt this night i chased my guilt away with literal tears