maybella snow

maybella snow Jul 2013

i told you
about the stupid thing I did
i'm sorry, i know it was stupid
i just hope
pray, wish
that my stupid thing
doesn't cause you
to do an equally stupid thing
i'm sorry
it was a stupid
thing to do

maybella snow Jul 2013

classifying my illness

it hurts there
                        no, higher than my rib bones
                          lower than my coller bone
        a little to the left of my breast bone
                there
right where my heart beats
  that's where the pain is
                        what pills can i take to help the pain?

maybella snow Jul 2013

distractions never work for me

5 words

maybella snow Jul 2013

romantically tragic

you asked if that was what i wanted
i said
"never"
i've got that;
my own
tragic
romantic
love story
i don't want it
to be even worse

maybella snow Jul 2013

if i could, i'd do more

if i could reach you
i'd never let you go
if i could hate you
i'd never be able to live
if i could be you
i'd never want to change

maybella snow Jul 2013

i'm chasing away everything

this morning
        i chased my thoughts away
                       with physical pain
this afternoon
               i chased my pain away
                         with mental guilt
this night
               i chased my guilt away
                           with literal tears

maybella snow Jul 2013

we're always told to ask for help

i did
it got me
                                                     nowhere