maybella snow

maybella snow Jul 2013

i couldn't help but notice how pretty my blood looked

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*call me sick, i don't care

maybella snow Jul 2013

if i let enough blood out
     not enough to die
                   just to slow the blood to my head
         so i don't think as much?
maybe?

maybella snow Jul 2013

(----)

i saw your name (----)
in a book i was reading
i stared at it for a while
then longer
and longer
until i burst into fresh tears

the sight of your name brought me
to tears, how pathetic can i be?
(----) i love you x

maybella snow Jul 2013

self torture

i watched your internet videos
    i cried
  at the sound of your voice
         tears tumbled out
         i need you to hold me
                  love, please hold me tightly
  i think we both need it

maybella snow Jul 2013

why "god" why?

why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?why do i live?

                           no, if "god" existed/cared
i wouldn't be alive
                someone is lying
      i don't care
                             for the truth
                                       anymore
but i shouldn't be
             alive

maybella snow Jul 2013

i cry

for many reasons

5 words

maybella snow Jul 2013

somehow you made it alive

you traversed this unchartered land
you have the only map
                                                                                                   you found the sinkholes
and   a v i o d e d   them
                                                                                          you noticed the catching vines
that   e n t a n g l e   and   t r i p
                                                                                     you discovered the deepest rivers
and   s w a m   a c r o s s   them
                                                                                                 you climbed the mountains
w i t h o u t   any   a s s i s t a n c e
                                                                                 you were confronted by the monsters
which you   f a u g h t   and   w o n
                                                                                                           you found the treasure
you   r e c o v e r e d   my   h e a r t

guard the map
engraved into your heart
and keep the treasure
close also