becoming lost in a patchwork of words
running between the tilting letters
ink splashes
paper tears
pace quickens as i run
a nightmare created of something i loved
my love screams at me
where did i go wrong?
they're screaming
but clutching their ears
maybe they're just in pain
did i cause their pain?
no i can't have
i didn't do anything
did i?
countless doubts
numberless words
screeched like fingernails on chalk boards
scratching down my backbone
ripping through my head
shivering or shuddering?
it's all pain now
but is it my pain or yours?
there's no border anymore
its combined
my knuckles split
in contact with the wall
no winner
but pain is gained
i haven't written in a while, so i forced myself to write something.