i didn't think
i would be like this
sad, angry, depressed
i'm not that bad
i still function
- most of the time - but
i didn't know
that everyone says you're
"off the rails"
you'd think i'd know
i mean
i'm your daughter
i thought it might be more obvious
if my mother was crazy
and that
the whole town
is just waiting
for me to either
go insane
rebel
or become
really depressed
because of her
it's frightening
in a small town
when they all know
and are waiting
for my
eventual
insanity