maybella snow

maybella snow Jul 2013

everyone cares about someone, but people are just polite sometimes

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maybella snow Jul 2013

i still feel pain, it just doesn't seem important anymore

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maybella snow Jul 2013

yet maybe they only ask to be polite, nothing more

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*are you asking because you really care? or just because?

maybella snow Jul 2013

involuntary

i find myself
     sitting curled in a fetal position
rocking slightly back
                                 and forth
      with my head
in my hands
           palms pressed into my eyes
                       squashing tears back
                         keeping thoughts in
it's involuntary
i can't help it

maybella snow Jul 2013

- i apologize for my angry, depressing, hurtful poems -

...i'm sorry...

maybella snow Jul 2013

"lets talk about feelings"

sad                        horrified                    hate
angry                                                                                                hurt
               numb                             frustrated
lonely                                     depressed
scared                                                                               heartless             mean
frightened             broken                                                  lost
     scattered

the you this is directed at
will never see this
but i need to get it out
*i hate you

maybella snow Jul 2013

you hate you hate you hate

you hate when my eyes glaze over
when i wear my blank expression
you hate when i'm about to cry
when i show my weakness
you hate when i yell back
you hate when i don't respond

what do you want?
to make my life hell?

well congratulations
you've succeeded there