i surround myself with art i smother myself in it's love because i have to realize i am a manifestation of existence so stuck on the walls are parts of me
sunlight coming in through the window i wish i had a stogie
going through the motions i have accepted you'll be here the rest of my life so like a wound i just tend to you when you're at your worst and sit and enjoy a cup of coffee when you're at your quietest
We’re the same We’re complete opposites I grew around you But you aren’t that anymore And now I am no longer growing around who you use to be But I have become you The you that no longer exists
i hope it resonates the ways of me my eyes you'll drown in deep crystal blue as you sink to the bottom where god hid gold my laugh deafening and leaving no silence for hate plump lips where words fly like knives and cut open your heart the numbers carved into my collarbone numbering your days in existence i am alpha i am the omega the beginning and the end