max - Hello Poetry

max May 2022

karmic

i used to think you were a twin flame
silly isn’t it
you’re a karmic
i can’t do that again
the cycle can’t repeat
it’s gotta change
i can’t come back
you’re not my twin flame

max May 2022

im a mess

Did everything I could, then I kept going

max May 2022

interview

jesus christ
im turning 17 next month
my heart is pounding out of my chest
with the bass of my car’s speakers
pounding
vibrations against my back
my stomach twisting
everything’s moving so fast
good thing i like roller coasters
time to hop on this ride
im ready for this
there’s no going back

max May 2022

****

i have absolutely
no emotional attachment
to you
lol

max May 2022

Untitled

baby, you will find someone
the right one, someday
but for now, take this time as a gift

max May 2022

at least not at first

i didn’t deserve
all of the mean things
you said to me

but neither did you to be honest

max May 2022

i can’t stop thinking about hurting you

blood dripping
face bruised
i can’t stop thinking
about hurting you
******
i read that’s a normal thing to think through
it means you’re “human”
so why is it
i think about killing
more than three times this afternoon

note: not Homocidal, this is an old suicidal poem i wrote a while ago and i like it it’s meant to be me talking to myself