staying up past midnight
scrolling through the dim light,
reading, god,
i remember why i loved you,
not just that i did, but why,
you say barely a friend,
go back and read it then

there was so much love
and passion,
my throat gets sore thinking about it,
everytime i read it,
my light becomes less dim,
my lungs expand, heartbeat quickens,
a smile on my face yet tears in my eyes,
i can’t believe
i forgot how in love with you i–
am

i lost myself in the fall
mind frantic,
what was i trying to accomplish exactly?
acting so heroic, knowing no one is perfect,
why did i have such a low limit
why did i care so much
i’m all, “learn and acknowledge then move on” but where was that then?

selfishness results in losing close friends
word of advice,
ride out the times,
make light,
stop trying to extinguish other’s,
there’s no reason for fights,
vibe and have a good time,
word of advice; just live your ******* life

i don’t mind spending everyday
out on the corner in the pouring rain

i just see now
that there’s no reason for hate,
like dude
hate and anger
consumes you if you let it
it’s so nice to just let go,
i don’t know why i used to be angry
all the time
but now i’m just
peacefully living

and it’s nice

i wish my mind would wonder
away from the thought of
your soft thighs,
lips pressed against mine,
i want every bit of your time,
i want to remind you
of the first time
you felt my tongue against you,
if only you had read all the stories i wrote on your skin with my lips