If i could give you one thing in my life

i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes

only then you will realize how special you are to me

When you saw your brothers' chests ripped open,
Did you exile the cross from yours?
When you sliced the screaming German's flesh,
Did you devour his body of Christ?
When you stared at God from the narrow grave,
Did you see him with his back turned?
When you heard the firing squad on your desertion,
Did you listen to the call of His will?

When you slumped to the ground, drained of ichor and soul,
Did you meet Him? Did you forgive Him?

My mom would give me give me a steak to remove the ache
My brother would give me a game to remove my pain
My father would give me a crown to remove my frown

Each family member has made me smile
For each of them I have a vile
Fulled with love

Each family member has a spot in my heart
For being playing a part
In my life

When you see the person you like
Don't ask what if he/she doesn't like me
Don't ask what if they mock me
Don't ask what if I'm a loser to them
Never doubt yourself.
If they reject you then they are missing out on how amazing the nerd is, how cute the geek is, how the rejected are truly the ones who are close to perfection

1, 2 I'm coming for you
3, 4 better lock the door
5, 6 better throw the bricks
7, 8 try get out the gate
9, 10 start running again

Dreams torn to pieces, broken like glass
Hope faded away, withered like leaves
Not knowing is blessing, ignorance the only protection

Nothing is numbing my pain
The fragments of my faith
Became the blade in my hand
Just darkness my eyes see
Pushed me to the end of all dead-end-streets

A curse - cannot lie to myself
I'm doomed - can*t silence my heart
Fear is the tool, conformity our medicine

Nothing is numbing my pain
The fragments of my faith
Became the blade in my hand
Just darkness my eyes see
Pushed me to the end of all dead-end-streets

How can I smile as this age dies, like everybody else
Dancing around the fire, that burns this world
the fire, that burns this world

Cannot bend down, I would just break
I hate myself for playing their game
Parents poison their children, never teach them to question

Nothing is numbing my pain
The fragments of my faith
Became the blade in my hand
Just darkness my eyes see
Pushed me to the end of all dead-end-streets

If it only wasn't for this certainty in me
I am a giant in their tiny world

You are a drug I love
A drug I could take every day
A drug that never bores me
You are the drug that makes me happy
A drug that can make me smile
A drug that can make me wild
You are my drug
The only one I will ever want