Nothing is wrong
I just hide my feelings
Burn the anger
And smile as if I'm fine
No one will know
The knife carves my skin
My heart is hurting
My mind is over thinking
Hating everything
Just because I can't take life
But nothing is wrong
I'm not the girl you think that is depressed
I just do all the stuff that makes it look like im depressed
I'm not the girl you call pretty
I am the monster in the mirror but for some reason the mirror doesn't shatter
I'm not the girl you call perfect
I'm just a girl that can't take it
That is dying for something
That I dont even know what it is
I'm just a girl that is a mess
That falls for every guy
That is protective of myself
But still let people walk over me
I'm just a girl that pops pills everyday
Just to keep me going
Wishing they were the ones
That can knock me out
Nothings wrong
I'm just tired
Tired of being broken
Tired of not being me
Tired of being tired

I never knew of less
Until I went for more
I never knew of peace
Until I left for war

I never knew of death
Until I saw some life
I never knew of refuge
Until I found some strife

                   I never knew
                         Until
               I made things right

I know of love
Because it made me strong
I know of hate
Because it made me wrong

I know of honor
Because I believe in integrity
I know of lies
Because I refuse respectfully

                  I know, because
                         I chose
                      Goodnight

Cada noche que dormías a mi lado, transmitías una sensación de tranquilidad que hacia mis sueño en uno más profundo.
Esta noche, es una de esas noches en las que dormías conmigo; pero esta noche, es la primera que ya no estás y no volverás a estar.

So it starts again
Creeping
Crawling
Into my head

Slowly devouring
Any sanity left
Amongst the mush
I dare call a brain

Obsession creeps
Down every inch
Of my lonesome body
From a lonesome heart

It has become me
The parasite inside
And its been there
My entire life

Why does it
Keep me alive

wrestling with the same old devil
year after year after year after year
I've had it with me
so long
I don't know where
it ends
and
I begin

There's a war in my head
And it won't shut up
I just want to make it stop
But I'm trapped behind the words and the lies
I just want to feel good enough