Ocean Fairy of the blue-green seas,
Sits upon the beach watching the falling leaves,
She is prettier than the light of day;
To all she gives her sweetest ways.

She fills life full of her sweetness,
And the breezes her pretty cheeks caress,
The fishes and birds of the sea;
Always trust her and me.

Because we're gentle friends and love Nature's colours so bold,
We will feed the birds and all the animals outside in the cold,
And she will let the wings of her imagination carry;
And she will always be my Ocean Fairy!

*~Marian~

I watch him as he's treated like a germ
behind his eyes there are whimpers
A secret held
for no one should know
because once its revealed
they treat him like a *******
My heart cries out and yearns
to console
to show him acceptance
as he struggles to do so
Death's cold breath raising hairs on his neck
At seventeen he faces this foe
Lost in a world that holds too many
Homophobes
Curse all of them
Curse his darkest taunting hours
Curse the creators of this Reaper
and when they walk in the fires
crying out
I hope the devil relishes every moment

yeah baby you know it's the same old thing
when i'm so far and your stuck in the same swing
off-things,

yeah you wish i could hold your hand
or light you up when the dark closes in,
cuz i know you feel half empty.

when i'm killing zombies in a video game haze
and drinking beers with people all the same,

but i know how to have a good time.
just like i know you know how to rhyme...
yeah sure you do.

but not like the ring around the moon and the frost gathers like a dew
on the tip of my tongue.

but I admit you know how to make time.
I admit that your only mine.

When the world crumbles and erodes
there are few witnesses who make a call
they wait to recieve a ring
desperately
carrying on restlessly
and like a tree that has fallen in the
middle of nowhere their lack of a voice
makes us question the damage
or if the events have even happend
but internally we are all left shaken
waiting on a hero who only exsists in legend

We sat in an awkward silence
your eyes nudging my mind
and there was nothing
but a wounded dieing desire
I simply exsisted beside you
and the look turned into despair
almost unforgiving
as you strummed a few notes
to cut the air
and I wanted to be more in that moment
to rehash a moment of counterfeit joy
just to fake you
to make you smile
I know you've been working at
this tension for months
but I was blank and breathless
while your stare coasted down to the floor
In a way dismissing me
so I walked off
alone I left you
on Christmas morn

I wonder...
Is it even worth trying
or am I just playing the fool
I want to scream out
I want you to know
that your little show worked
I am hurt
Every time they spoke of what i had seen
Every time your name was mentioned
a feeling I am all too familiar with washes over me
like standing naked in the cold
only to numbness
You are winning this game of hearts
You are winning
All my life I have known heart ache
All my life