It's at the end of the day
When you've spent hours
Telling people you're fine
That you have a plan
That's when the music ends
And the car starts
And you let go
And the sobs come out
And the cold wind
Whips the colder tears against your face
Like a never ending wave
And your heart beats faster
And you remember
That no one knows
They don't know
How broken you really are

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't
Belong here
Like
I left something behind
And I'm lost without it

I was here
I've been there
Now I don't
Fit anywhere
Parts of me
Are left behind
Bits of me
I cannot find
Did I think
They would stay
And not move on
When I'm away
I'm stuck between
Two different lives
And now again
I can't decide

Often times
Parts of us
Need to be snipped off
Discarded
So that we can grow
And bloom
More
With each withered leaf
Each yellow branch
Each broken extension
Gives another place
Reserved for growth
You will learn
And evolve
And reach
To bigger things
All you have to do
Is trim away

This is a time
Of much uncertainty
But we can look back
On
The
Goodness of the Lord and wonder
Why did
We ever doubt?