Being stuck
On a person
On a feeling
On a situation

I can't convince myself
That I need someone in order to maybe feel complete
I can't accept the fact
That to love people
Is to accept their messy world
To deal with their problems
Is it too complicated
Or is it the wrong person?

There will come a time
When we will be separate from each other
And it will feel weird at first
But it’s okay
Nothing should last
Everything should be transformed
People
Situations
Places
Accept the fact that change is beneficial
No matter how much you crave stability

We leave
to come back
someday

We love
to feel
something new

We cry
to let out
words
that can't
be spoken

Most of the times
We love people
Not because they complete us
But because
They give us a reason to live

I like to take notes on a novel
Simply because
I want to be part
of the writing process,
I want to tell the author
that his words are poignant
in the most beautiful way
that I am one of the characters
but I don't know it just yet

My life has become a series of goodbyes
There's no stability
Everything is always moving, changing

Why don't we bring
the everyday routine into our lives
and accept it
as boring as it is
Why don't we bother ourselves
and just imagine how much life
was meaningless without effort
Why don't we see
all the beauty left in
this world
Why don't we give ourselves
the chance to start again

Why do we do this to
Ourselves
Torture ourselves with
Things that we can’t control
What is it that makes life
Threatening
Devasting
Completely
Meaningless
It’s the ideas in our head
The bad thoughts that accompany us
everyday
We can change
It’s not a destiny
It’s how you deal
How you work on yourself
To tolerate pain
Sadness
And every little thing
That can connect us to a past
That will never happen again
Do not say
I was happy back then
But more
I choose to be happy
To be satisfied by boring
Routinized moments
I choose to make magic
Out of the ordinary life

I needed some time alone
to figure out myself
and how things
should move
in space

In the middle of a pandemic
Home is the place where we connect
To a social platform
in order to survive

Don’t wait for the world
To show you what it has to offer
You have all the potential
To be happy
Despite circumstances
seasonal depression
And the harsh snow weather
Sincerely,
A girl that lives in Canada

You will never find a soul similiar to yours

Heal me
without judgement
Help me
without my notice
For whenever we put labels on necessities
they lose their meaning and their credibility

In a fast paced environment
All I want to do is slow down
So my thoughts could transform
into written words

Life is not a script that we should follow
But a story that we should write

Meanings reside
Everywhere
Even when we aren’t
able to see it

but right you’re special
but not in positive way
in a negative one
you’re too pessimistic
you worry a lot and you make me sick sometimes
your purity is mixed with messed up thoughts
you know what you want
but you’re not willing to make  an effort to make it work
you love people
but you let them leave
you let them hate you
you hide stuff
you make things harder than they’re really are
you dont want to change
you know its not enough but you dont even fix it
you’re weird
you’re weak
i question myself everyday why i still care about you
but i never found the answer

Do not look at yourself and assume you are
a failure just because you don't fit the
standards of society.
Being part of life
means you have to accept
whatever happens.
Humans aren't robots
They are fragile creatures
who will always need support,
motivation and love.

Time is something
that you’ll always find
when you love someone

To visit yourself
Once in a while
will do you some good
To discover all the things inside of you
To get used to yourself and to help yourself
To get comfortable in your own presence
To find happinness
in your loneliness

She kept me sane in all the madness