I'm in writing faze
I'll start again tomorrow
With my writing faze.

*~Marian~

Gradually as evening approached
I noticed that the path became
Smaller and smaller
Until we reached a clearing
There was a lane
Leading to a deserted home
We ran up the lane and climbed
The steps leading to the veranda
I sat in old rocker waiting until
I stopped panting
Finally we walked to the door
I held my breath
And knocked on the door
Nothing...
Not a sound save for
The echo of my knuckles
Knocking on the rotten door
At one time it's door ****
Would have been golden brass
Now, it is rusted
Evermore

*~Marian~

I suddenly realized
The pain in my arm
Mother Bear must have clawed
Me when I went up that tree
To save my life
But I forgive
Mother Bear!

**
Lightening struck the ground
And thunder crashed
In the darkness I was alone
Raindrops pelted upon
My soaking wet brown hair
I found what looked like
A deserted tent
And crawled inside
To my surprise
It wasn't deserted
A boy of about sixteen
Was sitting in there
My blue eyes widened
And as I started to go
He grabbed my arm and said:
"Please stay and keep me company...
For I'm all alone!"
I finally gave in
Because I wasn't
Scared anymore
With him by my side!

*~Marian~

Maybe you are nice
But I cannot help it though
I am scared of you

*~Marian~

Satin fluffy fur and plumy tail
I* love you with all my heart
Like ever since the day I kept you
Violas lead an orchestra just for you
Every time I see you, you make me laugh
So you are a delightful and adorable little boy
Trust and respect is reflected in your eyes even though you're shy
Really you make me cry sometimes remembering that
Onyx was your mother and now she's gone... at least I still have you

**~Marian~

Sand Sparkled On The Shore
Waves Crashed Against The Rocks
It Is Just A Dream
Held A Bird On The Palm Of My Hand
I Danced With A Fairy At Night
Sprinkled Fairy Dust With Pure Delight
It Was Just A Dream
I Saw The Mighty Hand Of Time
Threw Hourglasses On The Shore
Emptied The Sand In The Waves
Time Is Just A Dream
I Swung On The Swing
High Up Into The Bright Blue Sky
Felt As Light As A Bird In Flight
It Was Just A Lovely Dream
Picked Some Flowers And Put Them
Into A Flower Basket On My Arm
It Was Just A Surreal Dream
I Clasped Onto Life
As If It Would End Soon
Cherished Each Day As Forever
For Time Is Just As Sand Flying
Through The Salty Breeze On The Shore
I Spoke To The Flowers And Animals
Called Each One By Name
Made Friends With Porcelain Dolls
And Fairies, They Were My Sisters
And The Gnomes And Elves Were My Brothers
They All Welcomed Me As Their Princess Fairy Sister
It Was Just A Fantasy Dream
I Kissed The Rain And It Stuck To My Face
I Embraced The Snowflakes With Love
I Danced With Sunshine
And Lived With The Moon
Who Took Me To See The Landscapes In The World
All The Beauty We Saw
We Captured And Remembered It
Which Treasured It In Our Hearts
Oh, It Was Such A Lovely Dream
The Mist Kissed My Face
And The Wind Caressed My Soul
I Found Healing In Flying With Fairies And Birds
Found Pleasure In Talking To The Stars
That Twinkled In The Milky Way, Silky Way
It Was Just Another World
I Slept In A Bed Of Ferns
Lived In The Clouds
And Jumped Over Colorful Rainbows
I Drew Pictures In The Sky Just For You
Though They Remained Unseen By Your Mortal Eyes
That Cannot See The Things Of Fantasy
That I Created Only For You
It Was A Moment I Never Forgot
I Rode Upon Unicorns
Befriended The Proud But Sweet And Beautiful Night
Evening And Twilight Came To See Me
And Crowned My As Their Own
Until The Day I Die, I Will Never Forget It

*~Marian~

If I could take you to the places
That I see I in pictures, paintings, and in my mind
I would!
And let us walk beside the sea
And find a treasure trunk or chest
Full of sparkling jewels
I would do so!
Or maybe find some gold
From the days when pirates
Hunted for ocean treasures
But sadly, they never
Knew the treasure that I hold
Most dearest to my heart
That treasure is you!
I love you with
All my heart
You are my Jade
My pearl found
In the Tropical Ocean
Where treasures are
But you are the most
Valuable treasure
Under the Tropical
Enchanted ocean
Full of magic!
!
!
!
.
.
.

**~Marian~

Dreams are a tapestry of beauty and adventure
You never know where you'll be
You'll never know what the landscape looks like
Until you dream your dreams
I really love dreams and illusions
For they are beautiful
Sometimes sad
Sometimes scary
Sometimes happy
Sometimes nostalgic
Sometimes they're musical
Sometimes they're a fantasy
Sometimes colourful
And sometimes they're a symphony
I love dreams
They're always beautiful
And inspiring
They're so lovely
I love dreams, don't you?

*~Marian~

The music box was going
And the doll was dancing
Along with her mistress
And the were dancing
Barefooted on the hardwood floor
It was a dismal and shabby room
The floor was dark
It was old-fashioned though
In the time when girls
Would wear hair ribbons
In their hair and lace on their dresses
It was kind of sad
And I could cry
In looking back
'Til finally I looked in the room
But I can't remember
Whether they had vanished
Or whether they were
Standing still as a statue

*~Marian~

I
Just love
Instruments
And sweet music—
Classical music
Because it's beautiful
And soothing to listen to
For I cannot help myself but
To listen to it's pretty beauty

*~Marian~

It is so hard to believe
That you are mine
Silver twitching tail
Graceful manners
Golden eyes with a ring
Of emerald around your pupils
You are mine and it so very hard
To believe that you are truly mine
I love you so much, sweetie
Your loud, rumbling purr
Soft, yet high-pitched
Pleading meows
Beckoning me to
Come out of my
Parent's bedroom
And spend some time
With you, my dear girl
It is so hard to stop being
Right by your side or
Cuddled up with you
Or better yet to have you
Sitting on my belly
Or on my lap
I love you, Lady Jane
And I shall never ever stop
Loving you with all my heart
Whispers soft and sweet
"You're my best kitty friend"

*~Marian~

Waltzing flowers and honeysuckles
Pretty birds are dancing
In the dreams of Sping
Sweet Spring
Everlasting dreams
Of pristine beauty
Water lilies march
Hand and hand with the lotuses
Which float along the stream
Which flows
And bubbles
And goes
To who knows where?
And who knows
How long it flows?
Who knows where it goes?

*~Marian~

I love the sunshine
Dancing through my sweet bedroom
I'm greeted by light

*~Marian~

Please never from HP depart,
Forever for that would break my heart,
Please never leave me;
For never again my would see!

Please, my precious sis never leave,
For I would be sick of myself I would heave,
I would miss you so much don't you see;
My dearest sis how much you mean to me?

Please I beg you do not leave here,
For my heart bleed, pain and sear,
I would never get over the pain;
Of realizing that my dear sis I would not see again!

Do not leave me for I love you,
And you cheer me up when I feel blue,
Do not ever depart;
My dearest sis with a tender heart!

**~Marian~

The breeze slightly stirred
The beautiful trees
The sun would come out
Only to take a peek of Nature's beauty
Then vanish behind the veil of celestial sky
Such a beautiful day it is
And I really think it is
A beautiful one
Nobody seemed
To notice
The beauty
That I did
On that
Lovely
Day

*~Marian~

Come view my coffin with lichens and moss,
Come look upon my corpse one final time,
My coffin and I into the ground toss;
I heave my last breath for the final time.

Please do not weep for me when I am dead,
And you shall no longer see my fair face,
Please do not cry for me please smile instead;
And do not bring me flowers or white lace.

I would rather have you smile than cry,
I enjoy smiles much better than your tears,
Don't cry even though I am going to die;
I hope everyone this poem hears.

Please do not cry upon my grey slate grave,
Then I should you from your deep sorrows save.

**~Marian~

You fly for freedom
Little bird you stretch your wings
And soar for freedom

*~Marian~

I shall never forget that day
When we walked hand and hand along
Beauty of it ne'er fades away
I shall never forget that day
The memory of it shall stay
Singing in my mind some sweet song
I shall never forget that day
When we walked hand and hand along

*~Marian~

My heart is broken
My heart is broken badly
And little tears fall.

*~Marian~

God's love for us is like a castle
A safe refuge for all
A heart so big and loving
A heart better than them all
God's love is like a tower
Soaring way up into the sky
And once it soars freely
No ending can ever be found
God's love is like a lamp
Burning warmly for all
Bringing sunshine, happiness, and joy
He's the only One that brings these gifts
Of love
Because it is Him Who created these things
In the first
Place.

**~Marian~

Love is a pathway in the dark,
Guiding the traveler to his home,
Alone in the dark;
His journey's almost done.
He has reached the end,
Comforted knowing that you're his friend,
Filling his days with joy and peace;
Flying in Freedom's release!

*~Marian~

My wish came true,
And that wish was You!

*~Marian~

It makes me so sad I cry,
But I don't I keep it inside to keep tears from spilling down my eyes,
Why did you have to die?
Why did you have to end your life with a sigh?

I miss you. You used to lay on my bed at night and keep my warm,
I wish you were here now so I could cuddle you in my arms!
But you're not here. . .
I just strive harder to keep back that hidden tear.

Why did you have to go so soon?
And keep me lonesome in my room?
With a longing for you that never goes away,
And stays with me day by day!

Why couldn't you have stayed?
Before in the ground in your box you were laid.
I will miss you forever,
I don't think pain will go away. . . Never.

*~Marian~

After this I looked, and,
behold, a door was opened in
heaven: and the first voice which I
heard was as it were of a trumpet
talking with me; which said,
Come up hither, and I will shew
thee things which must be hereafter.
2 And immediately I was in
the spirit: and, behold, a throne
was set in heaven, and one sat on
the throne.
3 And he that sat was to look
upon like a jasper and a sardine
stone: and there was a rainbow
round about the throne, in sight
like unto an emerald.
4 And round about the throne
were four and twenty seats: and
upon the seats I saw four and
twenty elders sitting clothed in
white raiment; and they had on
their heads crowns of gold.
5 And out of the throne proceeded
lightenings and thunderings
and voices: and there were
seven lamps of fire burning before
the throne, which are the
seven Spirits of God.
6 And before the throne there
was a sea of glass like unto crystal:
and round about the throne, were
four beasts full of eyes before and
behind.
7 And the first beast was like
a lion, and the second beast like a
calf, and the third beast had a face
as a man, and the fourth beast
was like a flying eagle.
8 And the four beasts had each
of them six wings about him; and
they were full of eyes within: and
they rest not day and night, saying,
Holy, holy, holy, Lord God
Almighty, which was, and is, and
is to come.
9 And when those beasts give
glory and honour and thanks to
him that sat on the throne, who
liveth for ever and ever,
10 The four and twenty elders
fall down before him that sat on
the throne, and worship him that
liveth for ever and ever, and cast
their crowns before the throne,
saying,
11 Thou art worthy, O Lord,
to receive glory and honour and
power: for thou hast created all
things, and for thy pleasure they
are and were created.