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Depression stared at me from a doorway.
He growled at me, as a demon,
I slammed the door, terrified --
But the growling continued.
Pounding. Possessive. ******,
Anger ******* stifling fear,
I opened the door and screamed
"I AM SCARED"
But my voice came out
As a growl.
As a whisper.
Based on the nightmare I had last night.
you're constantly checking
that photo you just uploaded
2 likes in 20 minutes
you start thinking of everyone
who has seen it
what did they think of it
obviously not that you're pretty
they couldn't click a single button
to make you feel a little better
ten more minutes go by
only one more like
from your great aunt
it took you 13 trys to
get the picture just right
you liked it at first-
so you thought
now as you re examine it
you see the flaws
no wonder why no one liked it
how embarrassing it's been up
about 35 minutes now
finally you delete it
before anyone else can see

        -S.E
It’s not, not I
It’s not me
It’s the truth
you can’t see
It’s not the lies
you can tell
It’s not you
who had fell

It is I
who have slept
It is I
who have kept
all the secrets
veiled in me
It is I
can’t you see

It’s the end
but it’s right
I don’t want
more to fight
I just want
a new begin
from the deep
from within

It is time
for new adventures
for new journeys
new directions
It is I
It is me
give me wings
set me free
Copyright Afrodita Nestor
 Feb 2014 Malerie Serra
The Truth
I've wandered across this world still trying to figure out my purpose .
But yet after all the lies
And hate
I can't seem to find my way anymore

And even though I ***** my skin
It makes no purpose
Death seems like a better option

I've wandered around this world so long
Still trying to find my purpose
I haven't found it yet , and I don't ever think I will .

But , I wouldn't let death ruin the moment
That I might have
To find you
 Dec 2013 Malerie Serra
thinklef
Oh mother,
what have I done to deserve this destruction,
This humiliation is beyond human imagination,
You have no idea how much I prayed for my existence ,
Yet you used those substances,
Those gloss illegal narcotics
given to you by that man across the street,
Still you weren't satisfied you went to that man in white,
as he made complete mess of me,
You killed my dreams & aspiration within mintines due to your desperation,

You deprived me from that beautiful place called earth,
In every breath of yours,
I was few steps closer in achieving my dreams,
I guess it's too late to change the belly of origin,

We shall meet another day,
The day I get to live again,
I forgive you,
But pray to the creator for forgiveness,
For he gave you goodness,
I'm a witness,
It's time to say goodbye,
I wish I could buy more time ,
to  converse with the mother I never had.
It hurts me,
it bites me,
it consumes me whenever I see kids been aborted,
words can't express now sad I feel,
let's make this world a better place #Stop-Abortion#
 Dec 2013 Malerie Serra
Driven
It was never love.
Only a lust for one.
A hopeless dream for two.
And the bullet to my gun.
One in the chamber.
To numb all the pain.
A pull of the trigger.
Bring on the rain.

— The End —