The world has turned it's back on me with their threatening glares as if I were a* Monster and what pains me most, is the fact that you have also *become one of them
WHAT THE **** CHANGED WHY DIDNT IT WORK WHY DONT I EXIST TO YOU WHEN YOU EXIST IN EVERY ******* THING IN THIS STUPID ******* WORLD I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE I SEE YOU IN THE ******* SKY WHEN IM SMOKING LONELY CIGARETTES AT 4 IN THE MORNING I SEE YOU IN THE STRANGERS THAT WALK PAST WITH BLANK FACES BUT WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS THAT I CANT EVER SEE YOU AGAIN.
S.W
this is angry writing im so angry at you im so angry at me
Pressed between the pages of an old diary An age lightened rose Lies soap bubble thin A claret echo lingers in once vibrant petals Like the smudge of a first kiss On a clean shaven cheek Does the rose remember the blush? Of the first love Does it remember the warm wet earth? That held it close The scent still clings to its petals Does it remember the morning dew? Trickling down its leaves Like droplets of liquid laughter Spilling from my eyes As I held it to my face
First love fades Like the flowers crimson hue But this rose Like a dear old friend Remembers
TL Hughes (Boehm) 1987
another one from the vault. Before I really knew what "love" was.