You hurt me,
I forgave you.
I was forced to go,
You took me back.
You weren't very faithful,
I forgot it.
I cried because you broke my heart,
And seeing that broke yours.
You left and treated me like ****,
I took you back because we both don't like being alone.
I had moved on,
Because you told me to.
You showered me with love and affection,
I hoped this time it wouldn't be temporary.
I was cautious at first,
You got me not to be.
You said this time would be different (you always did),
I believed you (I always do).
You treated me like I was unimportant,
That was okay, I'm used to it.
I gave you everything I had,
You were happy to take it.
You used me,
I accepted it because you made the bad thoughts go away.
I put myself through hell to make you happy,
You said I was being clingy.
You were hurting inside,
So I comforted you.
I needed a hug,
You needed your space.
You became distant,
I felt alone.
Every fraction of my life fell apart,
And you jumped ship like a coward.
You were cold and uncaring,
I cried myself to sleep.
I was going to surprise you for our one year anniversary,
You beat me to it by abandoning me.