would anyone care?
if i didn't show up tomorrow,
message you telling
you i am ok.

would anyone care?
if i was huddled in the corner
makeup stained face,
blood covered wrists.

Do you even care enoug to
finish reading this?
if you do i cant promise it will
be too late...

would anyone even
attend my funeral?
would they feel sad and
grieve the loss of me?
would you be satisfied
with the last conversation
we had?

Tell me honestly...
would you?

you are thinking
when we bring that blade
to our wrists
we are in hysterics
hyperventilating dont know
what to do?

but the truth is
when we feel our skin split
in two its
when we feel most calm
most alive
most free