Rain rain go away
Come again another day
Then again you can stay
The crops need showering these days

Besides you don't come visit anymore
Is it because people made songs wishing you away
Well forget about them
I wish you'd stay

I remember as a kid I would have so much fun playing with you
Splashing in your puddles driving my mom insane
Dancing and twirling as you fell upon me
With you on my side I didn't have a care in the world

Now you're slowly leaving
The deserts are getting bigger
Forcing farmers to migrate time after time again
Can't you see we need you

I need you if not anyone else
I use to enjoy sitting on my balcony as you turned soil to mud
It was new material for my mud pies tomorrow
Oh I remember those days

So rain...
If you can hear me now
I ask of nicely come out and play
Just like the old days

Well, I'm still here
still breathing
still yearning
I can't stand it anymore
I want to scream
want to run
Idk where
Idk when
I just know I need to
that I need someone in my life
maybe he's here?
maybe he's gone?
well, I tried
I keep trying
I'm hard to see
I'm invisible
only when I'm good
but will I want to be bad?
just to be seen?
Idk....
and it's back to this
I can't always express myself freely
though people fear me
thinking that I'm terrible
but what cause do I give for them to fear me?
to hate me as they do?
I know I hate myself
because I'm not me.....
no.....
how can I be?
i still don't know me
I STILL DON'T KNOW ME!!!!!!!!
*so who am i?

Walang iwanan
Kahit mamatay pa ang iyong tatay
Kasama na ang iyong nanay
At kahit mabuhay pa ang mga patay
Dahil ang pagmamahal ko sayo'y
Walang kapantay
Kaya't ang pangako ko sayo'y
Di magbabago kahit mundo'y magunaw
Basta't walang iwanan.

Another day
Another time
Another 'special time'
Another 'special day'
Why can't I have someone?
The one that I need tht needs me?
I may have found him
The one like me.....
But idk...
I feel lost
Shunned
Saddened.....

happy valentines day......I guess

I'm lonely
I'm alone
I guess this is my curse
My bad luck to deal with
I thought today would be good
That today could be special
I'm not superstitious
like many around me
but I just want something good to come out of this
this day meant to be bad
Idk the origin of today
but it's really wearing on me
this day meant to be cursed
which I don't understand why
because it should be another day
well.....
except today being February Friday 13
Today I have to smile......
It's my brother's birthday
He's annoyed when teachers know it
cuz he doesn't like to be sung to...
So today's his day
So I say what I need to on here
so I can be happy for him......
I'm depressed and don't know why
I'm alone
I'm lonely
*and no one knows my truths....