Emily

Emily Mar 2014

Are you surrounded by friends
Do you claim to have a lover
But get all bored and let your mind wander
When you both are in bed together
Do you suffer from sadness
From possessing this hollow shell of a body
Not only of a body but of a soul
Do you have nothing left
Has ******* the life out of the ones around you finally taken its toll
Has lying and breaking hearts left you alone and broken
Taking advantage of your every day
Taking for granted those that show you love
You act like life is all a game
And maybe for now you're able to disguise
The pain, emptiness, and guilt that lives within you
But one day, it will catch up and hit you
Right in the face

Emily Mar 2014

I'm In Heaven

You and I
The way we love each other
Is like we've never loved before
Giddy with loving feelings
Smiling with every glance
When we laugh
When we talk
When we kiss
When we hold each other
Everything feels right
Calmness overcomes me
I'm right where I'm supposed to be
You're the man of my dreams
Rescuing me from darkness
Saving me from myself
You're my breath of fresh air
Allowing me to breathe again
You make my world go round
When I'm with you, I'm in heaven

Almost our 6 month anniversary. Been best friends for almost 7 years. Truly blessed.

© Willa 2014

Emily Mar 2014

Incurable

It just takes a second
And you've popped back into my head
As if you never even left
It just takes one glimpse
One look at your photograph
And I'm awestruck with how beautiful you are
The image of you takes over
It's always been difficult to understand
The painful longing I have for you
No, you're not mine
But when I lay my head down at night
That's when you enter my mind
That's when the fantasies begin to take form
When I am no longer in the present
But I'm transported to where
The back of my mind often lingers
A place where you surrender yourself to me
Mind, body, and soul
And my one purpose
Is to make you feel happiness and pleasure
With every breath you take
And every move you make
It's a misfortune
It's a tragedy
How you'll probably never be the one for me
And how I'll most likely never in my life
Get to relish in the fact that I hold the key to your happiness
I believe that I'll forever feel this dissatisfaction
This sickness
There is no cure
If I can't have you

Emily Mar 2014

Beauty Unmatched

You're so beautiful
It hurts

5 words.

I want to know the real her.

© Willa 2014

Emily Mar 2014

Boyfriend

You make me smile
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me sad
You make me feel elation
You make me feel pretty
You make me feel worthy
You make me mad
You make me boil
But five minutes later
You make me happy
And I'm kissing your precious face
That's how I know
It's true love

Emily Mar 2014

The Flame

I love you with a burning passion
When we make love
It's like a fire is lit between our bodies
The friction causes the heat to rise
Emotions spark ravenous feelings within us
We can never get enough
The physical chemistry we share
Is a reflection of our understanding for each other
The respect that we treat each other with
And the high regard with which we hold one other
I love you with a burning passion
Nothing and no one can put out the flame that is our love

Emily Mar 2014

Reach Out And Try

I'm so curious about you
I know you're someone else
I finally see the truth
And even though you hurt me
I'm dying to speak to you
I want to know your name
And what you're really like
What color is your hair
And the shade of your eyes
Where is it that you live
What is it that you do
Could you love the real me
Could I love the real you
The charade is finally over
For the both of us
Hopefully you'll admit it
And who really knows
If we'll talk again
But if you wish to speak to me
Honestly and as yourself
Reach out and try
I surely won't bite
We're only human
We're bound to make mistakes
I'll forgive you and you can forgive me
We can move on and really see
How we get along in reality
Without the facades