Emily

Emily Mar 2014

My mind stays confused
I can't seem to separate
The two of you in my mind
One of you, I've never met
Or ever spoken to
The other, I've gotten to know well
Your face and your name
Don't match the identity
That you've given yourself
I see her face
Yet I think it belongs to your mind
I fantasize about her
But then realize I don't even know her
I know you
Some stranger
It's hard to understand
And difficult to put in words
I just want clarity
I need to hear the truth
Who is it that I'm dealing with?
I want you off of my mind
I want her out of my fantasies
I'm tired of living a lie
When can I have my life back?

Emily Mar 2014

Feet On The Ground

Time to live life
With both feet on the ground

10 words.

© Willa 2014

Emily Mar 2014

I Don't Love You

I've been in love
Three, maybe four times
But neither one of them
Was with you

Emily Mar 2014

Hysterical

It's funny how you say you don't need me
You don't want me
You don't love me
Yet all you do is try and stalk me
And see what I am saying
And what I am up to
Haha
I'll just laugh at you
And your typical lies

Emily Mar 2014

My Man

Your broad shoulders
Strong cheek bones
Luscious lips
Soft hair
And deep eyes
Make me fall in love with you
More and more
With each look
Never leave my side

I love him so much. He makes my heart race.

© Willa 2014

Emily Mar 2014

*******

Do you think I care what you think
Do you think I care about what you say
Talk crap about me
You don't know the thoughts in my head
You don't know what I do
Or who I talk to
You don't phase me one bit
You're a liar
You're full of ****
I don't value what you say
I don't waste my time on fakers like you
Because nothing you ever do is true
Keep running your mouth
Trying to make yourself look tough and strong
But you're only making a fool out of yourself
Because you're always wrong
Only the weak minded and cruel people at heart
Hold a grudge and act bitter
You've been this way from the start
I wonder when you'll finally just *******

Emily Mar 2014

To Name A Few

The things you made me feel:

Worthless
Ugly
Annoying
Clingy
Ridiculous
Unwanted
Stupid
Guilty
Miserable
Useless
Just to name a few

But in reality
Those words don't describe me
They describe you