I want to feel burning flames when you say my name...I want to feel passion flow into my bones, like blood through my veins

                        -Jessie Ware

You must be so cold.
Here...you can take my jacket
How selfless I am, It doesn't matter
as long as your ok.
Please, don't take my love for you as
a weakness and manipulate it...
I've never loved this hard and now
I don't know what to do with it.

...So I gave it all to you in the blink of an eye and now empty am I?
Was it all premeditated, why did you
break me into little pieces, what did
I ever do to you. Someday it will dawn on me but for now I'd love to hate you.

Was it the sense of security that locked me in...or was it just... You.
Now I know all the rainbows and that happy ending doesn't really exist, and that's just the cold truth. You tarnish a heart so bad that It would love to hate you.

Making me a whole all by myself... It will take time... I just hope I don't lose it if I should ever see you with someone else. This heart is not in the parts of two...for a moment, just for a moment I lost myself searching for you.

Now hell has no fury, just pray I don't ever hate you.

S.B

Everybody wants to hear the words
No one wants to face or feel the hurt
You've never said "I love you" I can't even remember if you've ever expressed what I meant to you.

For days and weeks you became my ghost, I longed for you to haunt me
I was burned out and weak.

...Still I stayed. I don't know why I stayed. I knew that I loved you, but what about me? What about everything we could have been?

I was there, planted like a tree...while you were somewhere out there being ok without me.

But, my baby... How does one turn love to hate, for the longest time I'll wait...
I'm here and maybe it'll be forever... I'll stay.

S.B

Call me crazy, in my eyes she's a masterpiece... she give me
peace.
Only a few can actually visit her mind, and explore the beauty
that's hidden inside.

Fingertips runs over her smooth silky skin, I'm loving her.
Looking back on all she had overcome, strength reflected in her
eyes.
when she smiles, thinking it would've hide pain that was once
set in her eyes.

I have fallen so deeply in love with her, for so many reason,
intertwined souls having me, myself and I all at once.
Because of who she has become, she had grown into her skin.

...So from now on, I'm loving her.

S.B

For what It's worth, I don't want to cry anymore
For what It's worth, I don't want to feel so alone
My thoughts are scattered, my heart undergoes pain...
excruciating pain.

Who the hell wants to sit aside, losing their mind, as I
am here, losing mine.

The reality may be, I will never have you the way I want
to, but I know no one will ever love you this much.
Fooling everyone, every time because when they ask I'm
always fine.

No one wants to be stuck in time, losing their minds, as
I am here losing mine.

Betrayal ***** the heart up, ******* your soul and low and
behold you are isolated in your mind, slowly dying and no
one knows.

So I wonder, when will it all be over, to develop the power to
try... instead of sitting aside and slowly losing my mind.

S.B

I saw it in your eyes, everything that you've endured
I saw it, it just revealed itself to me...the pain i saw in
your eyes screamed.

Your skin brushed against rough surfaces, and you didn't
scarred. Your eyes built up with tears, yet you never freed
them.

Sometimes I wonder how you do it, got up, dressed up and
smiled as if you had everything under control... I'll never
know.

You saw signs, red lights but you never stopped... you just
go. Mirroring my own reflection, I curled and weep in loneliness
because that's all I had left.

S.B

Isn't it strange, the way we think, the way how our heart flutters... I often wonder what it would be like, If tomorrow never comes.
Would it break hearts, allow tears to burn the eyes of the one's I love... would I be missed or drowned in the darkness of the underworld.

Maybe I'd be swallowed up in the earth and vanish in the thoughts of my love, maybe I meant nothing all this time, throughout my life. Would you travel mentally back to that time where we shared laughters, shed tears, or just escape reality for a while and just stared.

Would you cry, would you wish you could take back the pain we caused each other, take back our lies... because each night I lie awake and in sigh, thought of a world without you... seemed impossible, but I know eventually I'd be fine.

Let's make it worth our wild, to become alive, turn heads and roll drums, get caught up in each other... lets do it all, because maybe, just maybe, tomorrow may never come.

S.B