I have missed me,
I’m just not the same,
Someone else must be using my name.
Some days I feel just like a pair of hands
As if I’m invisible, no-one sees me at all.
Other days I feel like a clock, ticking my life away,
Or perhaps a clouded crystal ball,
Stared at but not really seen.
I still miss me,
Still not the same,
Someone else must be using my name.
I don't think it’s in me to love you anymore,
I wish things could have been like before,
But I needed love too
I have my heart to restore.
So I miss me,
I’m still not the same,
Someone else must be using my name.
Walking alone, down memory lane,
Trying to find the traces of what’s left of me,
But I see someone I just don’t recognize,
Someone who’s no longer me.
Oh how I miss me,
When I’m not the same,
For so long someone’s been using my name.
Am I still intact inside,
Or have parts of me already died?
These gaping holes may be the parts I’ve lost
But I’ll repair my soul at any cost.
I miss me,
I’m just not the same,
Trapped inside,
And screaming my name.
Thanks to a sweet friend Sean for helping me with this one!