Write on the paper
Roll the paper
Put it in a bottle
And let it go

The sea will change
Yet the bottle will float

No you are not a coincidence
I've created you
And so you are

And these barriers I've created too
Just cause I dont trust my fall after being with someone like you
Like I'm not good enough
Nor do I want to be used

But you are here
You're really near
And yet I am here waiting
For you
I am here waiding
And I've caused that too

The beauty of the ocean
Is in its deep blue
And I am inlove with the blue
So deep down I dont want you to want me too. . . .

You think I am limited by those lines we drew
It might be kind of true
For you ...

You think you make this space
It's kind ok true

Like those floating detailed artistic creations that fall down in winter
A snow flake is what you can create
You draw the pieces to everything
You make the sweet sunrise in your life
You make yourself rise
And if they ever ask you to testify
Tell them you made it
Tell them you created it
Tell them and articulate it
Its beauty and magic

Its beauty
Its beauty
Oh how beautiful
How so ******* beautiful
You've made
Cause you made it

Glowing concrete
But a worn out side walk
Cause those lights would make the blind see
So bright it resembeles eternity
And enternal light is where i want to be
Eternal light is where im bound to be
Eternal light of this old club called 23

This bar stoll is bound to break
If i sit on it with all my mistakes
on my shoulders is everything i could take
And cant take
But im blending in with the music my heart beats fast with or without this music
I see you and i ask you to abuse it
This emptiness that i came with
Undress this mess
And dance till death

But they tell me this club was closed since 1994
So how'd you open this door
This club was burnt down to the floor
The people who died here you can still hear them roar
Since 1994
Their ghost still roams the halls
They say you can check in but you can never leave

But your image I breath
So can you please leave me here ..

Ya I'm talking to the 50 year old guy at the bar
Telling him how growing up is nothing but a big fat *** scar
But **** it

Ya Im waking up at 6 am but Im still drinking like its the weekend
But **** it

Ya Im the one dancing on my own without anyone even playing a song
But **** it

Ya I cut everyone out of my life
But Im speaking to this drunk old guy and he seems fine
So **** it

Ya Im spending every penny Im making.
Even though I got to take care of who made me
They're growing old and its crazy
But **** it

Ya Im holding hands with the bartender
Ya I texted my crush on tender
Ya I sent a creepy fangirl essay to that singer
But **** it

Ya Im kinda depressed and Im creating such a mess
But **** it

Ya this system is making all of us opressed
And Im a slave working day and night
But still ******* my work up
Im trying to pull it together but they think Im not even tryin'
SO **** IT

Ya Im screaming my lungs out at you saying **** this world
And **** IT
So **** IT

Ya Im 22 and you think I'm being over dramaticly blue
But **** it

Ya my anxiety is kind of paralyzing me right now and I can't move
But **** it

Ya I seem weird cause I am weird
So **** IT

AND YA IM SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT SAYING **** IT

ya I might be damaging myself
But I dont know any other way yo exist
So **** ... it

Maybe Im sick
Maybe not

Maybe I can hold the strings to your every move
Maybe not

Maybe I am the ice to your drink
Sip sip and sink
Maybe not

Maybe I make believe
Maybe not

Maybe I drew you in mind
And you just appeared
Maybe not

Maybe I know more
Maybe not

Maybe we can just be
Your the wind and Im the tree
And you sway sway sway me
But my roots are thick and I stay still
And we both know the drill

Maybe not ....



Maybe I shouldnt be this way
Take in too much of life and just spill
Every piece of my mind over your brand new will
That you worked hard for cause you were ill

Maybe not

So maybe I can stay
Maybe not