i swear
that smile can fix everything

with just that one look
i can feel all the collapsed pieces of my life
forthcoming from the rubble
but then you leave
as you always do now
and that gracious grin follows

then i remember
you're not mine to keep
and unfortunately
it’s a merciless existence
without you

s.s

Problems are problems until solved
The *** of oil boils when it's hot
Never do the angels cry
Never do the angels fly
Wings are made out of clouds
So how come there is so many in the sky
Is the sun hot as it claims to be
Cause the space is freezing cold
More like your basement that never stays warm
Dreams and nightmares
A touching topic to our discussion
More like Heaven or Hell
Which is your only options
Pins and needles both are sharpen
Both thinking and knowing
Are totally two different corruptions
More like the eruption from a volcano
Attitudes can also be ignited
Like that flame that burns inside you
Only your mind can provide you

and did you hear me?
i called your name in my sleep
i tasted you on the tip of  my tongue when i woke

to live and to love is to be vulnerable,
exposing our hearts to flame and to frost.

grief is the most sincere way to honor,
our happiness once it is lost.